Simply Because I'm Yours.

Stella. Pt 4

"I want to be yours." A part of me was genuinely so nervous, I didn't know what he was going to say or react or what he truly thought about me and a part of me was terrified of that. But he looked at me as if nothing nor nobody else mattered.

"You already were." Considering he left hickeys and scratches all over my body, I kind of figured that. But hearing him claim me as his left me speechless, he knew all the things he could do to make me weak in the knees and he took that to his advantage. I was into it.

We decided to make it official, we were practically together anyways. It was clear that nobody could know, we would both be murdered, literally. With Jasper gone for most the week, it was easy for him to be over. The week passed pretty fast as we were together just spending as much time together as we could. I knew this was real, this was the man I wanted my future to be with, I couldn't get enough of him. A part of this terrified me but I knew with Rowan by my side I would never get hurt. I know Sophia saw me slip in the house every now and then but I was hoping and praying she knew nothing about what was going on. I felt dirty keeping a secret from her, she was the closest thing I had to a maternal figure and I was going behind her back. But we never got caught by Jasper which is what mattered.

Sooner than I expected, the day of the banquet came. Now hear me out, yes, I could've easily worn another dress or any other gown in my closet. But, where's the fun in that? I wanted to tease Rowan as all the memories came to his head about what we did, I wanted him to not be able to stay away from me, I wanted him to claim me as his wherever and whenever no matter the risk. At the end of the day, he's the one who gets to do anything with me with and without that dress, he knows that.

I wake up around 10am, a little late start for me. I know I have to do the whole long shower to moisturize and shave and blah blah blah, I won't bore you with the details. So I procrastinate and get in the shower around 11:25. I hear my phone go off but I can't waste any time.

Good morning my love. I can't wait to see you later.

:)

I know he knows what I'm doing. Damn it. Now all I can think about is if he was here. I know I cannot waste any time. But a little me time never hurt anybody. I start to run my fingers down my body wishing they were his. I imagined exactly how I felt when his hands were on my body. The way he would hold eye contact with me and smile. He knows the things he does to my body.

"Stella, I'm coming in." SHIT. Sophia was probably talking to me but I didn't hear her.

"Yeah, of course." I know I forgot my towels downstairs yesterday.

"Stella..." I. Am. Screwed. I am so caught. I am so dead.

"Yeah Sophia?" My voice is shaky, she walked in at the worst time.

"You forgot to turn your phone off. Your towels are on the table."

Shit.

She walks out before I even get a word out. I finish my shower in a rush and wrap a towel around me when I practically stumble out of the bathroom and Sophia is still there.

"I won't tell a soul. You're risking it, but just please be safe." She gives me a little smirk and walks out and I stand there with water dripping down my body just barely hanging onto the towel around my body. I trust Sophia with my life but what if she decides to tell Xavier and he tells Jasper? I sit on my bed for a minute and let my mind wander to distract myself.

It's true, I may be risking it, but I would take any risk for him. I would do quite literally everything and anything for him. I love him, more than I thought I was capable of loving anybody. I would protect this man with everything I have. He is the one I want and I would do anything to prove it. I know he is the one I'm meant to be with. I hope this is long term. I hope he stays.

Just then I hear the gates start to open. I leave my hair damp and I put on a pair of underwear and walk to the window to see his car pull up. Only car I ever pay full attention to. Not only because it was a 2018 Dodge Challenger but because of that handsome man in the drivers seat. He gets out and looks up, I knew he would. I look at him and smirk and give him the look I know drives him crazy. He gives me a look that tells me he misses me already.

I brush my hair and dry it quickly as people arrive. I feel in a rush so I'll do a half up and half down hairdo and curl it as quick as I can. I throw on some mascara and lipgloss. I decided I might as well wear my glasses today. I throw them on along with the dress and some heels and I decide I will tease Rowan a little more. I send a text and leave my room.

As I'm going down the stairs I see Rowan just stops and looks at me. I love the way he looks at me because the look he gives me is is full of love and I just can't not smile when I see him. There's a couple more men that are glancing at me and I could tell Rowan can tell as well. He has a look in his eyes that he is ready to defend me at any given second. He walks to the stairs and puts his hand out for mine. I hold his hand as I walk down the last couple steps and as I get down he pulls me close to him and whispers in my ear.

"You're fucking mine. I will kill any of them that get too close." I love him. I look up at him and smile. I know he wouldn't hesitate to harm any man who would have any intention of hurting me.

To be respectful to Jasper, I go on my way to greet all the guests including the group of men who glanced at me. Rowan was across the room talking to Jasper about who knows what, I would glance every now and then and every time they looked very secretive about it but I wasn't worried. Rowan was glancing a lot too, making sure I was okay and then suddenly, one of the men puts his hand on my shoulder and is starting to trail his hand down. I look at Rowan almost immediately and his eyes tell me everything. He points his eyes to the bathroom and I look down and smile. I excuse myself from the conversation and head to the end of the hallway. This bathroom is my favorite because no one sees anything down that hall.

I hear two knocks on the bathroom and it is go time. I grab him by the neck of his shirt and bring him in. I lock the door as soon as it's closed. I couldn't resist him any longer and the smirk on his face and look in his eyes just showed me he knows. I undo his tie and unbutton his shirt and start to kiss him. I wanted to feel him as close as I possibly could. He places his hand on my throat and puts me against the wall. He's kissing me as he picks me up a bit and sets me on the bathroom counter.

I'm unbuckling his belt and undressing him from below as he's taking away my underwear and moving the dress aside. He's feeling me up, every body part there is as he's kissing me practically begging for more. I feel him up and he grunts. I like the any noise that comes out of him. He grips both of my legs, then feels his way up to my hips and pulls me into him. I know I have to be quiet but with the way he makes me feel I can't. His hand covers my mouth as his other hand grips onto my lower back pulling me in as close as he can, he knows what he's doing. We both are getting closer as his strokes go faster and he starts to make more quite noises.

Then, a true nightmare. Someone is knocking. We are dead. We are so gone. Oh god.