Simply Because I'm Yours.

Stella. Pt 6

I don't know how much my father knows but I know that he won't be upset with me. At least it's what Im hoping. I'm kind of a nervous wreck in my mind but I'm trying to ignore it to seem strong and confident so Rowan doesn't freak out. I know that my father trusts me, it's always just been me and him, I've always been his girl. I understand why he may be upset that I didn't tell him sooner but I hope he listens to my reasoning.

He finally spoke, "Stella, Sophia, please step out."
I don't know whether to panic now or later when I find out what he said. I will always find out so I won't panic too much now. Plus he wouldn't kill my boyfriend... at a hospital... right?

Me and Sophia are outside and she's pacing around for what seems like forever. So I decide to ask the dreaded question, "Sophia, what's wrong?"

"Stella, I don't know who it was. I don't know how I didn't catch him. I don't know how nobody noticed somebody was carrying a fully loaded weapon at a banquet. I feel like this is all my fault for being irresponsible. I am so sorry." She began to sob.

I sat right by her side and reassured her it was not her fault. Because it really wasn't. My father was affiliated with horrible people in the past and that is nobody's fault. She seems to calm down after a minute and by then I hear the door begin to open. I help her to her feet and give her a big hug before we walk into the room.

My dad talks to me for a while over how angry he is at me for not telling him sooner, he's using his goofy tone to show me that he's being sarcastic which I found funny so I kept laughing even though I tried to stay serious. He just told me that they're gonna keep him up in admissions in his private room for a couple days to monitor him and make sure everything is okay. It's a big traumatic thing so I wouldn't expect him to be let out fast regardless. Sophia and Xavier are going to be staying in the West Wing, as they usually do so this wasn't a surprise to me at all. I was totally happy with that!!

As we're getting ready to go my father asks, "Rowan, can I trust you to take care of her while I am not there?"
"Absolutely." Rowan replied. I knew he meant it. I felt safe when I was with him. The way he was taller than me, stronger than me, just made me feel protected. He makes me feel safe in a way I've never felt safe. He brings me comfort in a way I've never felt before. And I love him endlessly for it.

As we walked out holding hands everything just felt right to me, nothing out of place, it felt perfect. I gripped his hand as a subtle sign that I love him. He stopped for a second and caressed his fingers on my face and reminded me how beautiful he thought I was. I love how thoughtful he was of me.

"Is there anything you wanna do today, my love?" He asks.
"Anything with you." And I meant it. I would be happy doing anything with him, as long as I'm with him I'm okay.

As we got to the mansion, he offered to take me to my favorite restaurant to which I gladly agreed to. I slipped on a maroon dress, it's one he likes. I hope he thinks I look beautiful. I throw on a little bit makeup and I'm ready to go. We're not gonna get too deep into the details of what happened on our date, it was your typical date; comforting laughter, nice talks, deep in conversation. We left and nothing too eventful happened until we found a park.

I felt my eyes glimmer as soon as I saw the sprinklers. As a little girl, I always loved to run through sprinklers so nowadays all I think about when I see sprinklers are my childhood. Which makes me feel nostalgic, a good kind. A happy kind. I immediately took my shoes off when he parked and he looked at me so curious. I know he didn't know where this was going so I burst out of the car and gestured him to do the same and that he did. I felt myself begin to giggle as I held his hand and on we went, running through every sprinkler we could find at least twice. By the time we were done we were absolutely soaked!! Oh my gosh. We are going to need a real nice shower after this. I gasp to catch his attention and he looks at me.

I start giggling because I feel stupid for saying it after gasping dramatically, "We really need to take a shower!!!"
He began to laugh by my side which made me know he was right for me, "Yeah we should do that when we get back home."

Our drive home was pretty, it was full of love and serenity. We played our favorite songs and I felt him looking at me. I smiled because I knew he was looking at me and that was enough to make me feel like the most special girl in the world. He made me feel warm inside.

We pull into the driveway and I realize Sophia and Xavier have been here for a minute. I can tell because of the spotless driveway and house once we walk in. Nothing in the driveway, lights are dim and it was a mellow and calming environment to come home to. for some reason that made something inside me just click. I love Rowan. I want to make love to Rowan. I want him.

As we get upstairs; he closes the door and all I have to do is look at him. I know he knows what I want with just a look but I also know that he's going to tease me with that. But baby I will tease you right back. He slowly walked towards me, looking into my eyes the entire time and when he got to me he put his finger on my chin and lifted my head. "What, baby? Tell me what you want."

And I will tell him. And I will make sure he knows. I kiss his neck knowing it'll drive him crazy. I get really close to his ear and I whisper, "You. I want you inside me. I want you to go gentle at first but then I want you to do everything you've ever wanted to me. I want you to fuck me how ever you want to."

And there was the click in him and all of a sudden I was everything he had ever wanted. He was undressing me and I was doing the same to him. We slowly make our way to the shower and after a second the water is running down both of our bodies, connecting us even more. It didn't take him any time at all to lift me up and put himself inside me. As he's putting himself deeper and deeper I can't stay quiet even if I try to. I want him so bad it's killing me. He puts me against the wall and starts going faster and harder and I can't help it. I get closer and closer up until I finish and as soon as I do, he does too. He very slowly and gently put me down and he looks down and placed a kiss on my head and then he kisses me as I feel the water pour down on us. I am forever his.