Simply Because I'm Yours.

Stella. Pt 7

We're in the shower together and I feel extremely vulnerable. I'm trusting him with every inch of me and regardless of what he does I will let him. I feel his look while I'm turned around washing my hair. I wouldn't mind if he took me again, right here, right now. I turn around again so he can get into the water and the second I turn, he pulls me in by my waist and with no hesitation I put my arms around his neck and he begins to get passionate again. I know he can't help himself when it comes to me and that excites me. He's obsessed with me and I am with him. I get the idea we should go to the pool. It's a bit more private. It's next to the mud room so nobody is ever down there during the day. I've always loved the pool and fantasized over something happening in that pool. It's always been somewhere I go when I just wanna get away for a minute. Especially at night. Sophia helped me decorate it, It has a small waterfall, a couple of chairs in the corner and the whole wall near the mud room is aligned with towels, I used to spend a lot more time in there. I tell him we should go to the pool and he says when the sun is rising. I don't think he realizes how much that means to me, that's exactly when I would go. And now it's going to be where we go. I told him that's okay and we finish up our shower together. We put on some comfy clothes and he goes and gets the bed ready for us to lay down as I turn the TV on.

The weather right now is probably my favorite, it's not hot, but not cold. It's just that in between weather that's the comforting weather. We really just put something on for some background noise. As we cuddle together I feel like our bodies are intertwining. Have you ever seen two flowers grow together to where they become one? I felt like that when we got comfy together. We somehow fell asleep around 8, I don't think it was even 8 yet but we dozed off, and somehow both woke up around 2 in the morning. We woke up, and we cuddled for a while as we talked. We really talked about what felt like a million things, we talked about what we want for the future and I told him everything I wanted. I explained exactly how I wanted everything and he just listened. Which was really comforting. He was just listening to me even though I felt like I was going on for what felt like forever. He told me more about what he wants, he's not fully decided yet but that's okay. Because I will help him figure it out as he goes. It took me a ton of time to decide what I really wanted but that's because it was the only thing that kept me company when I felt alone. It gave me comfort. But alas, I remembered the pool. Which sounded really nice and really good right now.

"Still wanna go to the pool with me?" I said as I smirked at him.
There was a specific look he had when he was looking at me that made me feel like I was the only one for him, he made me feel like I was floating in the stars.
He smiled and looked down, "Darling, if I ever say no to that question, you have full permission to kill me."
I giggled because I found that funny, I know he wouldn't say no to me anyways, "Okay, I'll remember that."

He gently caressed my face for a second before kissing me and I smiled at him, he makes me feel warm inside. Comfort. I slowly get up after contemplating for what seemed like forever and I get completely nude right in front of him. I know he has no control when it comes to me and there's something so thrilling about that. I know he's gonna act on it and I really like that. I have a two piece white suit that I threw on and as soon as I have it on I pass him his shorts and as he undresses I can't help but look at his frame. Him. I stare at his back for a second and think about how I can mark it. I slowly put my arms around him and I gently turn him around. I'm kissing him as he kisses me and I jump up knowing he'll grab me and hold onto me. He's strong, I know he's not gonna put me down. After a minute I figure I'll save that for later, so I slowly put myself down and kiss his cheek and I hold his hand for a minute. He gets dressed fast, he only has to put his shorts on really. Once I see he's dressed and ready to go I hold his hand and slowly make my way out, I start making my way downstairs to the indoor pool. I start running to the stairs so I can get in already, he's following behind me. The water is just at the right temperature and it feels so nice. It's not like one of the really cold pools you would expect, it's just right. He gets in right after I do and again, I can feel him looking at me. I'm not sure if he's gonna do something to act on it or if he's tired yet but if he's not, he can use my body however he wants to. And while my mind is wondering what will he do, one of his hands grabs my waist and turns me around and he pulls me in. Our bodies are touching and it feels electrical. I'm looking at his body just admiring him. I look at his chest then my eyes slowly begin to look up being unintentionally sensual. I put my hand on his leg and slowly make my way up. I feel every inch of him on my way up and I can feel my breathing change as I'm starting to imagine everything he could do to me.

"Kiss me." He demands of me. Take control of me.
"Gladly." I tell him.

I put my arms around his neck and I start to kiss him, I start off slowly and gently but then I begin to lick my page up and I can feel that that did something to him and something clicked in him. He began to explore my body, He puts his hand on my hips, then he lowers his hand. I want him to want me so bad. Something awakens in me when he places his hand on me. He's touching my thighs and even that's enough to get me going, but the second he starts raising his hands higher and higher on my body, all I want is him. He puts his hand on my hips and pulls me as close as I can possibly be. His other hand reaches the back of my neck and he gets me as close to his lips as he can. He yearns for my kiss and I am addicted to his touch. He places both hands on my waist again and flip me the other way, facing away from him. He starts to kiss my neck and he starts to lower his left hand and I don't know what he's going to do but I already love it. He moves my swimsuit to the side and he gently places his fingers inside me. Like he has to be so gentle with me or I'll break. But I won't. I want him to be rough. Then he changes his pace. He changes and I feel in the moment as if I can read his mind and he just wants to be inside me. Him. Not his fingers. He puts his right hand on my throat and I begin to kiss him back. Well at least I was trying to, in between moans. I turn around and I whisper to him how bad I want it. And I really really do. He picks me up and before he puts himself inside me I do it myself. I feel like I am feening for his touch, the feeling of him being inside me, his pace, listening to his breathing and his slight whimpering and moans. It's all I want. I'm using my arms on his shoulders to go at my pace and I can tell he likes it and he wants more just by the way he breaths. Just i feel like I've learned how his breathing changes depending on what he wants. I look into his eyes and kiss him more. We're both pretty breathless but that doesn't matter. That doesn't stop us. Why would it? He makes his way to the start of the pool which obviously isn't deep and places me against the pool as he finishes along my side. We. both take a final exhale to finish it off. We miss each other so passionate but with so much love, so much need, so much lust.

"I love you." He tells me.
"I love you." I will always reply.

I do. I really really do. I love him. I will never get enough of him. I want him endlessly.

We get out of the pool after a while and we rinse off in the shower that's off to the side and we kiss a little more while were doing that honestly. We wrap ourselves in towels and start making our way back upstairs as we hold hands. I can't imagine myself with anyone else. I can't imagine marrying anyone else. I can't imagine my future with anyone else. This will not end in any other way other than marriage. He is mine. I am his. Always.