'Now Jungkook, my friend. The most precious friend of all. There's a lot you don't know. Like a lot. I'm not sure where I should start.'
'You know that I like you. To be honest with you, I started liking you 5 years later after our friendship began.'
'I was very much impressed by your manners. I must say you looked attractive at that time. *chuckles*. I thought it was just a crush & will be gone soon. But guess what? I was wrong.'
'I was surprised by how I noticed a lot of things about you only after I started growing feelings for you. The specific reason for me to grow feelings for you is when you helped me.'
'Now you might be thinking you've helped a lot of times, then what I'm talking about? Remember the family gathering, where I sprain my ankle? You looked so much concerned for me.'
'For some reason, I was feeling butterflies & I was very much surprised cause it's a strange reason. But that's how it kinda started.'
'Out of topic but I'm feeling much better after talking about this. *giggles*'
Hearing this a smile appeared on his lips.
'It's been 3 years since the first time I get feelings for you. Time flies by so fast right?'
'I also do know you don't like me the way I do. I knew from the very beginning. Your behaviours were way obvious that we can be nothing more than friends.'
'You know, I wasn't going to confess. I was forced to.'
They frown hearing what she just said.
"What is she talking about?" he asks looking at the officer.
"Keep listening. You'll understand too." Jin-soo replies.
I was walking by the campus. I was about to go to Jungkook but someone stopped me. I turned to see it was my bullies.
With fear, I walked to them. Just then unnie came to me and put her hand on my shoulders while her friend stand closer to me.
"You like Jungkook, right?" she asks.
I nod in response.
"Hm, you see today I'm very bored," she says.
"Do you want me to buy movie tickets? Oka-"
"I never said I want to watch a movie!" she shouts in anger.
"S-Sorry," I gulped in fear.
"So I want you to confess to Jungkook."
She said as her friend grins.
"B-But-"
"Are you talking back?" she asks raising her eyebrows.
"I-I'm going."
"Good girl," she pats my head.
With hesitation & fear of getting rejected, I approached him. He look up at me passing a smile & I did the same. But his expression made it seem like he is confused. Maybe he sensed my tension?
"Hello Y/n, where have you been? I've been waiting for you. Come and sit," he said patting at the empty space beside him.
Maintaining the same smile I sat beside him. But it still seems he is trying to read me.
"Are you okay? You don't look good," he asked showing confusion.
And now I was pretty sure he can sense my tension & hesitation. But I tried to act calm.
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But I Still Want You - J.JK ✔
Fanfiction[Emotional and heartbreaking] "I...I know you don't love me the way I do but... I still want you." Y/n suddenly disappears without any trace. No one knew where she was or where she went. With a bit of hope that she could be with her best friend Jung...
