My Heart Only Wants You [ Completed ]

Kefálaio 21

 A/N : This is a long chapter I wrote pang bawi na rin dahil medyo matagal ang paguupdate ko.

 
"I'm married and I have a family. I love them so much, I just want to be with you in one last time. I'm sorry for hurting you." she uttered and avoided my gaze.

Hindi pa rin nagpoproseso sa utak ko ang sinabi n'ya.

I'm married...

I'm married...

I'm married...

I'm married....

I'm married...

I'm married...

It's hurt akala ko boyfriend n'ya pa lang si Kuya, tapos ngayon they're married for petes sake. Bat n'ya ginagawa sa'kin to ngayon?

"Grabe kana Miss ang sakit mong mahalin.If my heart can teach to love someone hindi ikaw ang taong mamahalin ko! Tangina Maureen sana nong una pa lang sinabi mo na agad hindi yong pinaghahabol mo pa ako sayo!" I sighed and cried on the floor.

"Ang ginawa ko lang naman mag mahal pero sa why  all of people here in the world bakit ikaw pa? Ikaw pa na committed na sa iba at pagmamay ari na ng iba." I yelped and my voice cracked.

Self you choose  to be in this situation kaya panindigan mo.

"Naging sinigang mix kapa at pinaglaruan ang feelings ko. Sana sinabi mo agad na may pamilya kana hindi yong ginawa mo akong tanga naghahabol sayo parang aso." I laugh sarcastically.

Ang sakit sa apdo, nag mahal lang naman ako. Bakit ganto kapalit? Pinaparusahan ata ako ni Lord dahil nangako ako sa isa tapos nandito ako naghahabol sa taong lagi akong sinasaktan.

"You know what Miss? I wish I hadn't met you so I wouldn't be hurt like this!" I snort and wipe my tears.

"No, don't say that alam kong nabibigla ka lang sa sinasabi mo." she mumbled and shaking her head.

She tried to hold me but I just pushed her away "Don't fucking touch me! I hate you so much,don't pretend that you pity me. I don't need your mercy for petes sake." I blurted out.

"Letting go entails accepting the fact that some people are a part of your history but not your destiny.."

"Xy please no." she whispered shooking her head.

Allowing someone to go does not imply that you no longer care about them. It's simply acknowledging that the only person you truly have power over is yourself.

"I'll Get off the hook Professor Ortiz ,oh I forgot there is no one to mediate between us. In short wala tayong label." Pagak akong tumawa habang nagbibitaw ng mga salita.

"I love you, but destiny prevent me from being with you. I wish you the best. I'll cherish our memories for the rest of my life, even everything you show me is fake. Goodbye Professor Ortiz." I stated and left her dumbfounded.

Nang makalabas ako ng mansion nila at medyo makalayo I immediately called Bipolar to fetch me here. Nangangatog na tuhod ko at nanghihina hindi pa rin ako tumitigil sa pag-iyak sobrang sakit but it's my freaking fault I took a risk kaya it's normal na masaktan.

Busy ako sa pageemote ng may humintong sasakyan sa harap ko hindi na ako magatubiling tignan pa alam kong si Bipolar yan.

"Hey what happened?" she asked worriedly. "I-I'm okay let's go, I can't stay for long here baka mahimatay pa'ko." I  uttered and wiping my tears.

Panong hindi mahihimatay eh sobrang tirik ng araw kong saan ako nakaupo hindi man lang nakisama sa pageemote ko buti sana kong ulan.

"Damn Li, tell me what happened!?" she snort and clench her fist.