Just give me a chance

Chapter 5 || airplanes

We woke up at 5 pm , ready to board our plane . I wore something simple (picture on the side ) I had to look presentable I mean after the plane were gonna see the boys . Well you know I had make him think what Cher told me . I was snapped from my thought when the speakers went on " people boarding plane to L.A California- " yeah I yeah I know , I have to start getting on . I wish my parents were here to say bye too . Oh how I miss them . Especially my dad were so close . I wrote a song about him . My mom wasn't really a fan of me so we never got along . I started tearing up . . I guess she noticed as we sat down in our seats . " hey , hey it's going to be fine I miss poppa Flores too " she smiled . I hugged her she always knew what to say to make me feel better .
As the plane ride went through . I couldn't sleep . I couldn't stop thinking about how I'm going to see Myles again and how I have to be strong and not break while being around him . I needed to take all the pain away so I decided to write a song . I had my guitar I know it's a bit strange , but they let me on with it . How lucky huh , just kidding they always treat me like royalty . I wish I was just a normal person sometimes .

*an hour later of writing song"
No , no um ooh ooh la da da da da . Yeah yeah . Alright let me see how it sounds .

I've always said I could never fall
Because I love them all ( mm)
My heart don't race when they try to call
Because I love them all
But he got me stuttering
Like w-w-what can I do because I can't control it
He got me hovering
Above the ground and I don't know what to do
God only knows
How much I need you
I could explode
If I can't breathe you
I'm on the ropes
5 4 3 2
'Cause you're the one
I guess I'm done
That's how it goes
Where will I be without you yeah?
God only knows

There ain't a crime I wouldn't do for you
Let's make our getaway,
These diamonds shine but not as bright as you
I'd throw them all away
I'm here surrendering
And I give up, throwing up my hands around ya
I can't remember when
I felt like the way I fell for you (c'mon)

God only knows
How much I need you
I could explode
If I can't breathe you
I'm on the ropes
5 4 3 2
'Cause you're the one
I guess I'm done
That's how it goes
Where will I be without you yeah?
God only knows
(God only knows, baby)
Yeah yeah yeah
Where will I be without you yeah?
God only knows

When you touch me with your body
And all that I can think is how to lose our clothes
What's next?
God only knows
God only knows
God only knows
God only knows
How much I need you
I could explode
If I can't breathe you
I'm on the ropes
Like 5 4 3 2
'Cause you're the one
I guess I'm done
That's how it goes
Where will I be without you yeah?
God only knows .

I started crying during the song . I think you should know I wrote it about him . Hopefully this flight goes by fast . I watched films for the rest of the flight , until my eyes started falling and I feel asleep .