Just give me a chance

Chapter 13 || i still fucken love you .

Melissa's P.O.V

It's been a week since you know me and myles had sex , tours almost over and I don't know what this means for me and myles . He's been closer , and we talk now but we're not a couple . Cher and Kalin know we fucked bc they were our trusted friends . Today we are hitting up our show in San Diego , then we might just chill .

I changed into a simple but cute outfit (on the side) and walked off the bus . It was currently 8;45 and show starts at 8;50 .

"Everybody ready ? " kalin questioned.
We all nodded in response . We got into the venue and let me tell you I feel like tonight is gonna be hypet . Tonight was different me and cher were going to sing a new song we made recently and were pretty scared .

"Aye who's ready to hypet up " I yelled in the microphone and millions of yells filled the venue .

"This is a song me and my best friend cher have been working on and we hope you guys like it . " I said .

Monday you sent me flowers
Tuesday made me feel stupid
Wednesday the world was ours
Thursday you didn't prove it
Friday fell back in love
Saturday we didn't talk
Sunday you said you needed space

Do you miss me? Am I crazy?
Am I losing hold of your love baby?
Either you want me or you don't
I need to know, I need to know

Who are you today?
Will you be the sun
Or the pouring rain?
Who are you tomorrow?
Will you make me smile
Or just bring me sorrow?
Who are you gonna be
When I'm lost and I'm scared?
Who are you gonna be
When there's nobody there?
Who are you today?
'Cause I am still the same

Monday you had my heart
Tuesday you had me screaming
Wednesday we didn't part
Thursday you didn't mean it
Friday I shook it off
Saturday you got it wrong
Sunday I said I needed space

Do you miss me? Am I crazy?
Am I losing hold of your love baby?
Either you want me or you don't
I need to know, I need to know

Who are you today?
Will you be the sun
Or the pouring rain?
Who are you tomorrow?
Will you make me smile
Or just bring me sorrow?
Who are you gonna be
When I'm lost and I'm scared?
Who are you gonna be
When there's nobody there?
Who are you today?
'Cause I am still the same

Who are you? Who are you?

It's so strange how the same thing
Can make you feel so right
And bring you so much pain.
It's so strange how the same
face

At this point I was crying but still singing my heart out , this song was everything to me .

Can make you love until it hurts.
Where do we go? (Where do we go?)
I need to know (I need to know)

Who are you today?
Will you be the sun
Or the pouring rain?
Who are you tomorrow?
Will you make me smile
Or just bring me sorrow?
Who are you gonna be
When I'm lost and I'm scared?
Who are you gonna be
When there's nobody there?
Who are you today?
'Cause I am still the same
The same

After the performance I bursted outside . While I was walking I saw myles but he wasn't alone he was with a girl and they seemed to close for confront . They were making out hardcore it was disgusting to watch bc it hurt so Fucken much .

I bumped into the bus to a HUDGE notice came from where and i was and they stopped .

"Melissa ? " he said . I ran so fucken far I didn't even know where the hell I was .

Fuck was the last thing I heard him say before i busted out .

I stopped to catch my breath . It was dark and it was just me , bursting out into tears .

"Melissa" I heard . Fuck me . I knew it was myles why out of all people did he have to catch up .

"Melissa I can't explain " he said . He sounded worried .

(This part is just talking btw)

"Explain what myles ? That you were eating that girl it's your lips . Yeah that's totally fucken explainable" I yelled .

"It was a mistake melissa , I was hurting from your song " he shouted .

"Oh my " I scoffed "so you make out with a girl while your hurting ? Let me go fuck a bitch while I'm hurting and see how you fucken like it " I said .

"Why do you even care , we're not together we hooked up that was all . Your my ex girlfriend not my girlfriend . I'm a single dude I can do whatever the hell I want " he said In my face .

Jaw clenched I stood .

" why do I care ? BECAUSE I I STILL FUCKEN LOVE YOU MYLES. I yelled .

"I spent ever waking moment , thinking about us getting back together for a year after you left me . And when we hooked up and thought we were finally going to be together again . I missed you so fucking bad and you treat me like a pease of shit " I yelled .

"And another th-... " I was cut off by his lips on mine . I pushed him off an slapped him .

"Your kissed and everything about you don't mean shit to me anymore . Have a nice fucken life myles Parrish " I said walking away .

Myles P.O.V
"Have a nice fucken life myles parrish " she said .

* Flashback *
"Have a nice fucken life Myles Parrish " she said as she got in her car .
*end of flashback*

I lost her again .. And it's all because of me . Why I'm I so fucken stupid .