Chapter 19 : i dont think you understand

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Myles's P.O.V
This little vacation is almost over and so is tour ... I don't understand what I'm trying to do anymore .

Melissa's P.O.V
My head is everywhere and my thoughts have been rough ever since that night .. I don't get it .

It was 9:00 and we were all gathers around the bonfire , except for Myles's parents . We all say and talked Untill we began to sing songs .

"Come on mel" Cher said.
"Alright" I responded blankly. Cher was in my left and jake was on my right myles was across from me .

"I haven't really sung anything so sorry if this is bad" I said .

*song*
'Baby you're no good
Cause they warned me bout your type girl
I've been ducking left and right
Baby you're no good
Think I fell for you, I fell for you, I fell for you
You got me puttin' time in, time in
Nobody got me feeling this way
You probably think I'm lying, lying
I'm used to bitches comin' right 'way
You got me touchin' on your body
You got me touchin' on your body
To say that we're in love is dangerous
But girl I'm so glad we're acquainted
I get you touchin' on your body
I get you touchin' on your body
I know I'd rather be complacent
But girl I'm so glad we're acquainted

Baby you're no good
All my niggas think I'm crazy cause I'm thinkin' 'bout us lately
But really if I could
I'd forget about you, 'get about you, 'get about you

You got me puttin' time in, time in
Nobody got me feeling this way
You probably think I'm lying, lying
I'm used to bitches comin' right 'way

You got me touchin' on your body
You got me touchin' on your body
To say that we're in love is dangerous
But girl I'm so glad we're acquainted
I got you touchin' on your body
I got you touchin' on your body
I know I'd rather be complacent
But girl I'm so glad we're acquainted, we're acquainted

Momma called me cryin', cryin', cryin', cryin'
I won't find somebody that's real (she wants somebody that's real)
Cause every time I try to, try to, try to run
The fast life keeps gaining on me, shit
But ever since I met you
I couldn't believe what you did
So comfort me babe, ain't no rush from me babe

I'll keep on touchin' on your body
I'll keep on touchin' on your body
To say that we're in love is dangerous
But girl I'm so glad we're acquainted
I got you touchin' on your body
I got you touchin' on your body
I know I'd rather be complacent
But girl I'm so glad we're acquainted, we're acquainted

I'm not trying to talk at all
Cause I'm trying to love you crazy
Put some more inside your cup
And drink till you numb the pain
I got you touchin' on your body
These girls keep touchin' on their body
They got accustomed to the life we live
These girls born in the 90's are dangerous
I got 'em thinkin' that they want me
Although they know they not the only
I got 'em wanting to embrace their sins
These girls born in the 90's are dangerous
*end of song*
I breathed , myles starred at the fire with passion .

"Wow , where did that come from" Kalin asked. I hesitated "my heart" I said .

We all begun to sing and chat till it was 11:00 and decided to head to bed . I stuck around after to clean and just enjoy the beach at night .

"What are doing" I heard . "Enjoying the breeze and the beach" I replied . "Do you mind if I sit with you " he asked . "Not at all my love" I smirked at the end .

"What's on you mind" myles asked. "Stuff , memories . Decisions" I said starring at the water .

"You know melissa , I miss you . I miss my girl ." He stated also looking at the water .

"You mean the one you could easily fool "

"No I mean melissa , the one who never showed weakness and was strong . The one who beat the shit out of me the first day of tour . I miss my girl the one I could hold and kiss to my desire . Then one I shared everything with . " he said as a tear went down his face .

"I don't think you understand , that I love you with a love so great myles that I just can't express it . I can't take being hurt by you anymore , this why I need this distance the last two weeks . I thought maybe they would go away and it wouldn't hurt to see you with other females but you know what it did it hurt very Fucken much." I said .

"I'm still me , I'm still independent melissa and I'm still melissa the one that loves you . But sometimes it's hard to find her " I said crying .

He starred at me for a while .

"Can you please .... Hold me " I said . He hugged me so tight I felt so protected so happy .

Myles's P.O.V

I wouldn't want to have been anywhere else in that moment .
I love this girl , I love her so much .

As I held her she turned at looked at me , she touched my face .

"Kiss me" we both said in unison .

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 26, 2015 ⏰

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