Just give me a chance

Chapter 4 || packing for hell

Melissa's P.O.V
After the incident yesterday , I noticed I was wrong to freak out . If I want Myles to know that I've moved on from his sorry ass then I need to act mature . I fricken hate this though . Spending 4 months in the same bus , near the same bed . Sharing the bathroom . 4 lousy months of seeing my everything walk like nothing happend . I wonder if he misses me too ? Or if he thinks about me . Ugh stop Melissa your being stupid .. I better stop packing but first a shower .

*after shower*
I was about to take my towel when my door flung open . To reveal an overly excited smile . " can you know you freak , you almost saw me nude " I said laughing . It seemed like she didn't care because all she said , well I mean yelled in my face was " WHERE GOING SHOPPING LOSER " (yes I just half quoted mean girls , don't judge me . I can feel you judging me 😂😂 ) I laughed at her enthusiasm . I changed and left my black and blond ombré hair loosely down . ( outfit on the side )

*car ride*
" slow down Cher we got till 8 to get back home , and you don't wanna get a ticket " I said and she was speeding through every light . " I'm sorry I'm just really excited to go shopping with you because we haven't gone in so long and I missed my best friend " she rushed . " breathe girl " I said .

* at mall *
" okay store plans , American eagle , forever 21 , h&m , Charlotte Russe , Adidas and then Nike . " I said . " how about pacsun and urban outfitters " she said with a frown . " fine we'll go to all those stores " I said with a smile . As we walked thought the store . I saw I poster and lucky me it was a kalin and Myles poster . That read " dedication tour " and a HUDGE ass picture of them in the back . Myles looks so cute , his smile and his little mole near his mo-. NO STOP MELISSA STOP . " hey what are you starring at " cher asked . " oh nothing my important " I said and walked away . After many hours of shopping I was exhausted and hungry . " CHER ! Ice cream ? " I said with a puppy face . " yeah I'm hungry as hell " she said . Oh yeah it's like we can read each others minds . They don't call us best friends for nun you know .
It's was already 7 when I checked the clock . We decided to head home so we had time to pack . Take showers and all that gucci stuff haha .
As we were on our way to the house the we were playing the radios music and you wouldn't guess who's song came up . Yes kalin and Myles's obviously .

" can I make a special dedication to the only one who's got me turned up , girl that's enough of my dedication . I think I'm in love "

" She the realest in my town
And yeah she hold it down
And you no there ain't no drama when that but she come around
And the way she got her vans on
Little punk rock
I see confidence in her walk
And she foriegn so you know i love that accent when she talk
Give me the mic and thats you that i put in my ryhmes true
Cause someone as solid as you isnt easy to find true
Girl dont let this world change who you are
And imma dedicate this song to you from my heart lets go lets go"

I turned the music off after his verse . " do you think he wrote that about someone ? " I asked Cher . I know this is crazy but I think he wrote it about me . Not being self centered but I just have this gut feeling . " it's possible doll face its sounded like it " oh damn I thought . Maybe he does miss me .

When we got home , me and Cher packed everything and went to bed . I couldn't sleep . I can't stop thinking about how maybe he still loves me and maybe I'm the inspiration. To his music ...