used me as a alibi... i crossed my heart as you crossed the line
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You were a hero. She was the villain. You were polite. She was ruthless. But your love for eachother was something that could never break no matter what people thought. You were from...
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i made the jokes you tell to her when she's with you, do you get deja vu when she's with you?
When I open my eyes after my slumber, the first thing that becomes coherent is the smell of alcohol leaking from me. I get up quickly and go take a shower, ignoring my massive hangover. The shower wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Even though it was cheap that didn't make it a horrible experience. I get out and realize my only other pair of clothing is another hoodie and sweatpants. I'll get clothes late I guess... My brain feels fuzzy from my hangover so I rampaged through my backpack until I found pain medication. I make a sound of victory before wincing from how gruff my voice sounds. After swallowing the pill and drinking a lot of tap water I sigh in exhaustion. With a new pair of clothes on I grab but shoes and head out with my belongings. Maybe I should find a better place to stay or I could blah blah blah— While lost in thought I run into someone for the millionth time. When did I get so clumsy?! "I'm so sorry— Jinx?" I sputter anxiously. "What are you still doing down here silly! You know how dangerous it is in the undercity right?" she jokes back, but I can't tell if she is genuinely worried about me. I nod my head back as a response and we end up standing there in awkward silence. "I saw you walk into that motel yesterday, maybe try staying at a safer place since someone with looks like yours could get in serious harm there," Jinx says for once being serious. "Don't worry about me" I pull out my pocket knife "I taught myself some self-defense" The pocket knife was expensive and obviously could hurt someone easily so Jinx smirked at me. I returned with a smile that was sickly sweet. Although I may seem like I can't fight, I always remember that one day...
flashback...
Today is my birthday. That day I turn 15 and the day my mom decided she should yell at me for being a horrible daughter. For once I couldn't take it and at night I decided to escape. My room was on the bottom floor so I can the window to get out. Dressing in my favorite dress, which I hid from my mother because she would think it is "too revealing" I grab my purse with the essentials needed and jump out of the window. More like climbing out of the window but jumping sounds cooler. I enter the club and the music burst through my ears. Using my fake I.D for a drink was easier than I thought it would be. For the first time, I finally let loose and let myself have fun. By midnight I was at the bar half sober half drunk. A guy walked up to me and I look over my shoulder. "Do you need something?" I asked confused. "Yeah, how about you show me a good time princess—" I didn't listen to another word before punching him right deck in the face. He groaned in pain and I giggled. "You little shit I'm gonna kill you!" he yelled but went speechless when I pulled out a knife. "I'd like to see you try~" while putting the knife to his throat. "I hope you've learned your lesson, big guy." I laugh out.
flashback over
That day has always been a favorite of mine. It reminds me that no matter how defenseless I may look I always will have a trick up my sleeve. My perfect mask was built by my parents because of my true personality.
Because no one wants a monster as their child...
——————————————————————————— AUTHORS NOTE hello guys i finished this chapter woohoo. hope you enjoy even though it's not that long. i kinda rushed it so sorry for any mistakes. ily guys<3 -M
