when you both talked about going public | jm as your idol boyfriend
"You're home early" you smiled looking at your boyfriend who looked fresh, coming through the door.
"I did, the boys went to have drinks but I want to be home with you" he said making his way over to you after taking his shoes off.
"I've missed you" he mumbled into your neck as he gave you a tight hug.
"me too, you've been very busy lately" you say, pouting unconsciously.
"I know, I'm sorry baby, we'll go out on a date soon," he said kissing the nape of your neck then your cheek.
"Have you showered?" you asked sniffing his fresh vanilla scent.
"Yeah, at the company. I was too sweaty, and I already had my dinner" he said snuggling closer to you and eventually causing you to fall back down on the sofa.
you both chuckled as you tried to push him away from you because he was heavy.
"Jimin... you're heavy" you whined
"but i'm comfortable" he whined back.
"baby" you whined again causing him to chuckle and move himself so that he was on the sofa and you were slightly on him.
You laid your head on his chest as he caressed your hair, kissing your temple now and then.
"It's been awhile since we spend our time like this" you say.
"Mmhmm, but it feels like it hasn't been long too. everytime i come home to you, my energy instantly lifts and it's like i've never been away from you for so long" he said.
"It's weird. How can I fall in love with you even more everytime I see you?" you say looking up at him.
This made him get flustered and smiled at you, kissing your nose.
"I'm so in love with you" he sighed.
"Is that a bad thing?" you asked.
"Not at all... Y/N... i've been thinking... I'm ready to make our relationship public" he said.
You looked up at him with your mouth open. Your relationship with Jimin was only known to the boys , both families and friends and the company. The public had no idea he is in a relationship with you although some fans think that he already has a special someone. He didn't want to make the relationship public as he was afraid of the hate you would get from the fans that could eventually make you leave him. And he was afraid of losing you. that was the last thing he wanted.
"When did you change your mind?" you asked.
"A week ago... when I was away in Las Vegas, I thought about you a lot. I wish I could bring you with me and we could go on dates all around the world... but we know there's a risk of getting caught and I'm done with that. I want to be able to love you freely... not having to get anxious when we're out and getting scared of getting caught.." he say.
"i thought, why am i hiding you? What we have isn't forbidden, I'm not doing something illegal. I love you and I want to be able to freely do that. I think we are strong enough to go through the consequences that the next step will bring" he say.
A tear left your pooling eyes as you listened to him speak. He had always been good with his words.
"I mean... of course, if you're ready to go public.. If you're still not, I'm totally okay. It's your choice baby" he said wiping away your tear.
"I'm ready if you're ready. It's your career that will be on line" you say.
"The company supports us. The boys supports us. The people that matters supports us and that's all that matters to me. Don't have to worry about that darling" he said moving the piece of hair that fell on your face.
"Then, I'm ready" you say smiling with tears falling out again.
"Why are you crying darling?" Jimin chuckled wiping your tears.
"I'm just happy" you cried.
"I'm very happy too. I love you so much darling. We'll go through this together" he said intertwining his fingers with yours.
"I love you"
