Fear and Loving

Chapter 12: Physical Pleasure

Abalon stared at me hungrily holding my gaze. My heart beat wildly as I barely managed to maintain eye contact. He smiled wickedly and rolled his hips again. I bit my lip and squirmed which wasn't a good idea as it not only added more friction but made Abalon look even more sinful. He leaned down to my ear so close that his lips brushed against it.
"And do I also have permission to pleasure you, Ever?" All three voices came fourth again and I shuddered as they vibrated in and around my body. Fuck. I barely contained my panic. He wants to...? I couldn't even finish the thought. All this time the only saving grace was that he'd never forced himself on me. He also wasn't forcing me now, I could say no... at least I think I could.
"Ever..." The voices whispered again.

"What happens if I say no?" I asked shakily.
He pulled back to look into my eyes again.

"Then I will simply feed from you and try my best to behave. I will take from your wrist if you wish. You will mostly likely still orgasm but I won't touch you. I will however still need to mark you in other areas." I swallowed nervously.

"And if I say yes?" I broke eye contact then. The anticipation of his answer too much for me. He gently gripped my chin and forced me to look at him.

" Then I will mark you all over. I will get to enjoy seeing you too aroused to be nervous. I'll fuck you into orgasmic bliss until you're too satisfied to be scared of me anymore. I'll make you cum over and over on my cock to make up for the time I'm forced to be away from you..." He trailed off as his eyes unfocused again. The others were probably scolding him for being too blunt with his words. After all I was all but hyperventilating under him. I can endure it. I chanted that over and over in my head until my breathing was even again. When I opened my eyes again Abalon was staring at me again; calmer now but still wicked and hungry.

"What is your decision little human?" I hesitated. If I said no would he keep his word? Would he fly into a violent rage like he'd done in the past. If I said yes could I handle him touching me in that way? Would I be able to keep it together? Or would I have a mental break once he started? Was appeasing him worth the mental damage I know it would cause? I shivered. I had to endure. It was a small price to pay for my new peaceful life. I nodded. Sealing my fate. Abalon smiled wickedly once more.

All of the sudden I found myself being dropped onto a very large bed. I couldn't see him but I knew he was here. I sat up scooting myself up against the headboard. The room was very dimly lit so I couldn't make out many details. I brought my knees up and wrapped my arms around them, waiting.

"It seems you were serious. You didn't even try to run or hide." Abalons voice spoke from somewhere in the darkness. "Good. We can begin. First, I want you naked. Remove your clothes for me mate." I froze. He wanted me to strip for him? I took a deep breath before I could panic. I can endure. I can endure. I chanted in my head til I was fully naked kneeling on the bed using my arms to cover myself.

"Perfect. Remove your hands and lie on your back." I did as I was told. I closed my eyes, I didn't want to see what was coming. I felt the bed dip slightly and then he was over me again. He kissed me deeply only pulling away when I was desperate for air. He moved to my neck as I gasped helplessly. He licked and kissed and sucked but did not bite. One hand held him up while the other explored my body stopping to pinch my nipples harshly. I moaned loudly and I was sure I felt him smirk against my throat. He trailed his lips downward. Stopping to kiss and suck on my collar bones and chest until he reached my breast where he took my nipple into his mouth. He went back and forth licking and sucking them both and even biting roughly but not enough to break the skin. When I was a squirming shuddering mess he moved on. Probably leaving marks the entire way down. When he reached my pussy he took one of my legs over his shoulder and spread the other one wide. He did nothing for a few moments.
Is he just staring??
"...Abalon what are you...?"