Protecting You // JENLISA

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LISA

"How's your wife Jennie?" Mark asks me , gosh this is why I hate walking to the printer room , I need to buy one in my office so people don't ask me stupid questions like this.

"We are divorced" I smiled really fakely , I've never seen someone's eyes drop so quick , he immediately panicked.

"Oh I apologise boss" mark responds nervously

"Oh no worries" I leave without even printing , I'll ask my assistant do to it later on. I've sent her out to do some other work.

I don't even want to bring up Jennie or why he divorced. She is pushed to the back of my head but I have to live with her name being mentioned when all I'm doing is trying to forget her.

Seriously trying to forget her , I've fallen out of love with her and their is no way going back from that.

Group chat.

Jisoo: Lisa you on having drinks tonight?

Lisa: no

Irene ; why?

Lisa: because I'm too tired from work

Irene : try working retail then you'll be tired. You have an assistant who does your doggy work for you.

Lisa: oh wow. Their is something called mental exhaustion as well. If you are also tired, then rest. P.s I have an assistant but doesn't mean I'm not grinding my ass off. I worked my ass off to become the CEO

Jisoo: you need a punch in the face you are actually becoming an ass

Lisa: jisoo please not now

Irene: sorry Lisa for being inconsiderate. Just wanna be here for you.

Jisoo: Yea what she said.

Lisa: I appreciate that. I just need space to get my head back.

Jisoo: Ok how long do you need

Lisa: I'm not sure Jisoo?

Jisoo: 5 minutes?

Lisa: Jisoo stop being annoying please

Jisoo: fine man. I shall leave you too it. Message me when you feel better then.

Lisa: thanks.

Irene: still up for drinks though?

Jisoo: yeah I'm coming!

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If this is what being an grown adult is like then I'm not happy. I haven't got my shit together as much as people would think considering I'm a CEO of this big company with a fat bank account. No amount of money could repair this built up anger I have inside of me, I don't want to speak to anyone or be around anyone I just want to be left alone.

As soon as I enter the mansion I throw my keys , I'm greeted by my butlers and maids.

If I didn't have them the house would be a shithole for sure.

I felt bad about dropping my keys I rush to pick it up before the maid does.

Once I hit my bedroom I look frame at the bedside drawer , I grab it and smash it to the floor before kicking it to the side , the glass particles break inside the frame.

Even looking at her angers me.

I get into the shower and then get myself ready for bed, not bothering to even eat dinner tonight.

-

The next morning I'm up and getting ready for work , I ate breakfast and left without saying a word.

Checked my Instagram feed and saw Jennie's post , look at her having the time of her life and I'm here living this miserable depressing lifestyle which goes in a continuous cycle.

She's in Hawaii with Rosé

@JennieRubyJane: Live like there is no tomorrow🤪

Jisoo liked
Irene liked

Of course it had to be my best friends to like her post.

They don't even know the reason we divorced.

She's been gone for a year now yet it still just pisses me off so much to the point I have outbursts. I have questions , things left unsaid , So many things I want to know yet we have no contact , except her Instagram in which my ego was too high and I had to much to say , and for that I wanted to say it to her face.

The second the divorce was finalised she left.

Why am I being a stalker and stalking her page.

*presses unfollow*

"Boss your friend has come to see you, shall I send them in?" Momo asks me

"Yeah" I sigh , so much for giving me time , it's been a day and Jisoo has turned up to my office.

"Yo yo , i know Manoban loves a bit of chicken nuggets so i got you some" Jisoo walks in like a thug doing gang signs , I chuckle at her because she honestly does try her best. No matter how much we fight she always has remained as my right hand.

"Thank you" I couldn't help but crack a smile at her efforts to try and make me better since the divorce.

"Listen I know maybe you're not comfortable with discussing it in our friendship group but honestly Lisa, it's been a year , todays the first time I've probably seen you smile in ages" jisoo sighs and I felt my heart ache because my happiness had been taken away from me.

I tried faking it but every time we would go out for drinks , as soon as I was drunk every thought would hit my head and my heart would shatter even more, I try to control the pain but it hurts so much.

"Lisa, she's in Hawaii , on holiday with Rosé, you need to move on. She has moved on. As harsh as this sounds but you being like this isn't going to make her come back and neither will it make the situation better. Go out and be free , be yourself , try and pick yourself up , at least try , fine you don't have to drink if you don't want to, but go out , mingle with new people" jisoo explains to me and although I hate this conversation it made sense to me , how long am I gonna be miserable for.

"I know but it's so hard chu" I clench my jaw as I cross my arms , she's in Hawaii , in the sun , probably partying etc.