Protecting You // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

I've loved my life being married to Lisa , no amount of money , nothing ever could make me more than happy , it was just Lisa and I. We were the happiest we could be.

The day I went for a checkup because I wasn't feeling to well , the doctors scanned me as they got instantly worried, a couple days later the doctor had reported to me that I have cancer and that I need to come in urgently.

Behind Lisa's back I had gone to the hospital and got myself checked and it was confirmed , I didn't have that long to live , my body was too weak to handle so much pressure on my body.

I had no one to turn to , Rosé was happy with Jisoo they planned on getting married and Lisa would be heart broken and my mum would probably have a heart attack.

My main concern was my wife , I sat in my car and broke down into tears wondering what this meant for Lisa and I.

How would she manage her life without me? how would she be able to move on? If I died being her wife she would never move on , she'd go into depression , the love Lisa and I have for eachother was intense , I'd give her everything I had and she would do the same , I'd literally die for her.

Jennie : Lisa I'm staying at my mums

Lisa: What happened did I do something wrong??

Jennie : Why?

Lisa: you never call me Lisa? and you hate staying at your mums

Jennie : Sorry just need a bit of space.

Lisa: Space? Are you sure I did nothing wrong because if I did then tell me & im sorry

I had to hold myself together , I felt so guilty for treating her like this when she deserved nothing but love.

Jennie: I just need some space Lisa.

Lisa: Okay that's a bit weird but if that's what you want then okay, if you want me to pick you up at any time let me know. Feels weird being in bed without you

I didn't reply to that , what could I say , it felt weird that my mind automatically wanted to distance from her , because I was terrified of her reaction.

The next morning I had went for another check up and that's when the doctors decided to admit me into the hospital , the hospital signal was terrible , I stayed the night for 5 nights. When I was out I had a dozen off miscalls from Lisa and Rosé.

Rosé: babygirlll where you at? I don't have any other friend but you and you aren't doing a very good job here!

Rosé; you dead or sumthin?
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Lisa: How much space do you god damn need Nini , I'm sorry for what I did to upset you

Jennie : we need to talk.

That night I came to our home , before I could speak my tears bursted out , damn am I always crying I think I am.

"I want a divorce" I couldn't believe the words that were coming out of my mouth

"Nini that isn't funny , come on let's go bed" Lisa stand up

"I'm being serious Lisa , I'm not in love with you anymore , I want a divorce and that's final" I say as I don't even look up at her , instead she silently walks off to our bedroom without uttering a word.

I left that night.

I was born in New Zealand but my parents moved to London when I was really young , I decided it was best I moved back. To be away from all of this , my heart was breaking , I was terrified

Jennie : Lisa and I are getting divorced

Rosé: ha ha real funny, now tell me where the hell are you

Jennie: I need you to get Lisa to sign the papers urgently

Rosé: what the heck are you talking about? Are you crazy? You disappear for nearly a week and now you're talking rubbish about a divorce? why on earth would you want to divorce her?

Jennie: I don't fricking love her anymore

Rosé: so over night you decided you don't love her

Jennie: look I don't need to explain it Chae , the papers will come through soon and I need you to get her to sign it understand?

Rosé: I mean damn I'll do anything for ya babygirlll but honestly where are you?

Jennie: mums

Rosé; alright I'm coming

"Thanks Mama Kim" Rosé laughs before bursting through my room

"Divorce? DIVORCE? Are you possessed?" She looks at me like I'm a strange creature

"It happens Chae"

"Why do you have luggages" she looks around

"I'm flying out" I shrug

"Going on holiday with who? im your only friend? ARE YOU HAVING AN AFFAIR JENNIE I WILL LITERALLY BEAT YOUR ASS , LISA DOESNT DESERVE THAT" she yells

Oh god no , if it isn't Lisa it's nobody and I'll stand by that till my last breath.

"I'm not having an affair , I just want to be alone for a while so I booked a ticket"

"When will you return?"

"I don't know man why are you on my ass today"

"Where are you even going?" She questions me like I didn't just tell her to stop

"I'm not telling you , your worse than my mum" I sigh

She grabs my phone and I felt too weak to even fight her , this annoying asshole who has her FACE ID on my phone , she's like an annoying child

"EXCUSE ME CHAE GIVE MY PHONE BACK"

"Shut up shut up" she says as she opens my phone

I was worried she was going to check the history of where I was researching my cancer.

"Seriously Chae you are being so annoying leave me to it god damn it" anything I say to chae doesn't ever offend her she's like my clingy child who just ignores everything I say to her but she doesn't leave me alone , not that I mind because I love chae but right now I was so paranoid

"A trip to New Zealand , bitch if your going on holiday go to Hawaii or go to Turkey , why the heck you staying in New Zealand , you didn't even book a return ticket" she gasped

Then she grabs her phone

"You are being strange Jennie Kim and I need to keep an eye out on you , god put me in this world to protect you and that's why I am also booking a flight" she says as she concentrates on her phone

"Oh look they have so many spaces on the plane I'll just book a ticket and we can sit together on the plane LIKE BESTIES" she smiles as me and I swear I could literally kill her

"You are not coming with me Chae"

"Oh yes I am , watch me , what you gonna do? you are showing me some odd behaviour , first your divorcing Lisa and now you wanna move to New Zealand and you packed 5 luggages? Your telling me THATS NORMAL"

I had to rub my temples to calm myself down before I literally strangled her.