Judas Kiss

Hell on Earth

I gently pushed the doors open as I walked into the dull building to be greeted with the adventourous eyes that showed hurt, the curved frown lines that showed distress, the tight lips that showed annoyance and the manky frown on her disturbed face showed trauma.

"Tatyana!" I cheered trying to play things cool but Tatyana was no idiot, she knew all about me flying to the USA. "Don't 'Tatyana' me! Why didn't you tell me earlier!?" She growled, She was trying to act fierce as always you see? But on the inside she was just as broken as I was. "I thought we were best friends?" she wimped with tears in her slanted eyes. I stood there speechless as I stared at my best friend crying. It was such a horrible sight to see, especially since she's been through so much. She was one of the strongest people I knew, it was very rare to see her cry. "Oh Tatyana!" I comforted as I moved towards her with open arms. "Leave me alone! Leave me alone Kiyoko, you told me you'll always be there, now your going! Your just as bad as my mother!" She screamed pushing me away roughly. I stumbled back as I observed my surroundings; no one was in sight, the long hall was empty and now I was all alone in it because Tatyana was gone, also out of sight.

I stumbled into class, looking as miserable as ever. I just spent the past half hour crying my pupils eyes out. I felt alone and I knew it was only going to get worse as I watched the eyes of my acquaintances stare at me knowingly, whilst my close friends, Zachary and Daichi and Jaou furiously huffed and puffed in my direction. "Miss Freecs, your late. Care to give an explanation?" Miss Garuko asked with plain attitude. I had no reasonable explanation so I simply apologised "Sorry Miss" I spoke as I made my way to my seat in the very back. As I sat my little body down I brang out my books to start my day, Avoiding eye contact with everyone. Death glares shot at me from side to side as I heavily hung my head low, I just wanted to leave, leave everything cause right now I hated everything. Why couldn't Sadao take me somewhere else; like to the park, or even better, a hole, a perfect place to die.

Minutes later, the bell rung as I sighed in glad relief. It was like I was free all over again, before I got to school, before my house turned to hell but it was all going to be over soon seems as my second period was due. I packed my work as I gently placed them back into my bag. I made my way over to the door as I ignored the glances every now and then. I wish I could speak to my friends but I was scared they'll probably just walk away from me. I was a loner now and all I wanted to do was cry.

Walking up to my next period, I sat down as I greeted my philosophy teacher. I was the only one in the modern white walled classroom so that gave me a little time to at least process my emotions. They was no point in talking about them though because I'm sure by now you guys should know how I feel; they was only one word, devastated. As the class began to file into their usual place the teacher Mr Alle began to teach as I completely zoned out‚ I had no interest in school today and I had no intention to gain an interest either as the pen in my hand led my fingers to slowly doodle across my page until my eyes shut heavily.

"Kiyo-san, Kiyo-san‚ Kiyoko-san!" I heared as soft voice speak as my body consistently was being nudged out of my own control. My eyes fluttered open as analysed the person standing in front of me‚ it was my friend, Jaou. What was he doing here? I thought he hated my guts just like everyone else. I slowly raised my head to look at him as he spoke again. "Class is over Kiyo, come on lets go outside." Opening my mouth I debated "Wait but do-" "Don't worry Kiyo, I don't hate you, I actually understand." His cheery voice spoke helping me out of my seat. I began to walk with him out the class as he leaned over and whispered to me "I'm moving too..." He spoke a bit more nervously as he normally would. "Jaou" I gasped stopping in my tracks, by now we were in the corridors heading outside. "Why? Jaou are kidding me. Why are you movi-" Jaou immediately covered my mouth as my words became muffled. He put his finger to his lips signalling for me to shutup as he slowly and cautiously removed he hand from my mouth. He leaned in once again as he whispered to me "My mother got offered a job in England, I have no choice." He complained, "You don't want to go do you?" I asked a sad faced Jaou. "Of course not, I'm not gonna fit in. That's why your lucky you have a choice." He referred to my situation. By now we were on the field as I took my self a seat on bench with Jaou opposite me. "When you leaving?" I asked, Opening his mouth Jaou explained "A months time, I'm not sure when I'll tell them though..." He said referring to Tatyana, Daichi and Zachary. "Oh" I simply spoke "I'm going to miss you, Kiyo" Jaou moaned. "Meet too J, you know I see you as a brother I don't wanna lose you." I said truthly. Jaou looked down on the floor as the atmosphere got silent. I cleared my throat to try and instigate a conversation as Jaou lifted his head to look at me and spoke, "Do you want me to speak to them, I'm sure they will understand a bit more if I support you" Jaou suggested linking arms with me "let's go then" I regrettably muttered as we stood up and made our to our group of friends. Reaching them and subtly waving I greeted "Hello" as if they were new faces. They scrunched their face at the site of me as I looked on the floor avoiding eye contact. "What is she doing here?" Daichi rudely argued as she eyed the way me and Jaou linked arms, I knew Daichi liked Jaou because she told me, but she also knew how close me and Jaou were and she occasionally got jealous. "Guys leave her alone! If she wants to leave Japan she has the right to." He defended, you guys say you want her to be happy just as everybody else should but thats contradiction if you won't allow her to chase her dream! What sort of friend is that?" He yelled "A shitty one if ask me, you dont have the right to be called a 'good friend'" he debated as he placed his arm around me with once again Daichi giving me a death glare. A mix of emotions showed on all of their faces as they were left speechless but the first one to actually accept my decision was Zachary as he ran up to me and gave me a big welcoming hug. "I missed you" he sincerly spoke placing me back on my feet. Then Daichi slowly walked up to me shaking my hand but not giving me a hug or saying a word. She still acting a bit weird but it was fine at least I had my friends back on my side. Last of them all it was Tatyana still looking broken as I apologized to her "I'm sorry for all the distress I caused you, I promise I'll talk you everyday when I get to the US." She hugged me so tightly that in couldn't breath as she smiled "You better or I'll drag you back down here." Looking around I said to them "Guys I got a plan..." as I began to explain.

Note: Roc Royal coming next chapter, things are going to get different and wayy more fun than the other boring chapters.
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