Judas Kiss

FourFiveSeconds

When Kazumi-San came home,  it was hectic. The whole room turned into a battlefield, Kazumi-San and Ren-San saw a different side to me that I don't even think I've seen. The thing is that I was already annoyed as it was, I got into a huge argument with my best friend not forgetting dad came home overstressed. That day just turned upside down and the only one in the food infested room trying to hold the peace was Ren-San but she failed miserably.

"You can't tell me what to do dad! I'm fifteen years old for god sake!" I shrieked flying my fingers vigorously in the air. I was so pissed, I didn't even care what words were flying out my mouth. All I cared for was Idyllwild arts academy but all Kazumi-San wanted was for me to stay locked up like a prisoner in this stupid house. "I can tell you whatever I like as long as you are under this god damn roof!" dad yelled slamming his big masculine hands into the glass stained dining table. The utensils and dishes trembled and shivered with excitement as my father glared at me with the darkest shades of black I've ever seen. I wasn't scared, I just wanted things my way, I didn't see why I couldn't go and I swear on my asian soul that if I couldn't go to USA I would make that man's life a living hell. Mother looked between the two of us, as her soft voice muttered every now again. No one paid her any mind, me and that man were too furious at each other to care about anything, we hardly even ate our food and I'm sure right now it was below room temperature. "Well once I leave, I won't have to come back" I confessed hands fisted on each side like a warrior, I didn't care what he thought of me by now, I've had enough. "Don't come back, your a terrible daughter anyway!" he shouted venomously turning his glare away from me and to the other side of the room. "Kiyoko-Miyuki Freecs, that's eno-" I cut Ren-San off immediately as my rage began to thicken, my head snapped to her direction as I roared with flames on my salmon coloured tongue "How could you? You said you'd help convince him, your both as bad each other!" I paused, Ren-San never made a sound, neither did dad. "And you!" I shouted across the table pointing at the old man's crooked face "What parent doesn't support their own child! You know longer have my respect, you know that! You don't have the right to be called a dad! All I want to do is attend my dream school, is that so bad? Or do you want me being a dead end fishmonger like you!" I spat, a look of disgust and pain clear on my face. Both parents gasped in union as I stared blankly at the roses full of life in the centre of table. I no longer gave a fuck about what I said, I just wanted to be alone. I stood up from the table without sharing eye contact with those blood related beings. I turned my head towards my devilish father as his mouth still hung low. "Go to hell Kazumi, I hate you" I screeched with black in my bloody heart, before leaving the two 'parents' alone to think about what they done. I was wrong for disrespecting my father, not the hate part but the Kazumi part. In Japan, it was a big insult to pronounce an grown adults name without adding the San. Pronouncing San after an adults name meant that they had your respect so to not say it was highly offensive. Oh well, who gives a fuck? That's what Kazumi gets for pushing my buttons. I walked into my room and showered my face in pink furry pillows as I bawled my slanted eyes out.