"WITH YOU" (kthxreader)

"everytime I speak your name my tears began to flow under my sad face, that All I want is to caressing your face with my bare hands"

🥀CHAPTER:7🥀

(author POV)

"the mouth of her best friend was slightly open while staring at her waiting for her to speak,that when she didn't speak instead she just stay still and her eyes where the tears about to flow out.

(y/n POV)

"when I didn't speak my best friend notice it so she made a dissapointed face. " oh God y/n I thought you were boldly brave to say those words that you want to say to your bias when you are drunk, but then nothing's  happened,well okay I I know why, it's okay I won't force you, go ahead you can drink that seventh shot without words for your bias. " Ann-may said while I'm here infront oh her still staring at the shot glass that i can feel the lump from my throat because I'm trying my best not to cry infront of her.
"oh buttercup come here let me hug you." she said to me and I make my assignment move next to her just to hug her, cause she already know why I can't speak or mention of his name that even in my mind only to say his name it make my heart hurt a little, I don't know why I became like this, that even though I already know our limitations between fans and our idol, I can really feel it that there's something inside of me like you know, a spirit or i mean a soul that it looks like she posses to me,and that soul is really obsessed to our idol that she use me, something like that.
"she wraps her arms around me then she simply caressing my back.
"I know that, you  can't do it, and I'm sorry if I made a game like this that make you feel sad. " she said while caressing my back.
" didn't answer to her I just stay hugging her that makes me comfort. " the truth is even in myself I don't even why I can't speak his name even I know his name as my bias, but still I just can't say it split it out from my mouth. " after a few minute, we broke the hug and we both back to sit properly. " so are you okay now buttercup?" she ask and I nodded to her that she also slowly nods just to notify me that she believes that I'm okay now, but not really,that I still feel my heart hurt because even only his name lingering in my mind it also effect on my heart.
(in the morning )

"my phone start to alarm even though it's my leave week,
"oh God why I didn't off my alarm when I still really want to sleep since I have my leave from my work,so I don't have any choice but to off the alarm so I make my eyes open a little bit,and there I found my phone under my night stand so I reach it and off the alarm and then go back to sleep.
(author pov)
" on the other hand Ann-may, her best friend was wake up already and she quickly go out from her room and headed to y/n's room because she read some articles that the bts is having a concert in Seoul. "YAH!!! YAH!! Y/n eareona,eareona." (wake up, wake up) she said while shaking y/n sleeping body.
(y/n pov)

"I just wake of the shout of my buttercup when she get in my room and shaking my body so I can totally wake up and open my eyes. But I'm too lazy to get up, so I answered her while my eyes is still close. "YAH!! Eareona." (wake up)
She said that i can feel a little bit annoyed,because when it comes to the situation like this mostly when I need to sleep more and there's a person who are more noisy than my phone alarm. "hmmmnnn.. " I said, but still laying on my bed.
"YAH buttercup wake up, I have something to tell you." she siad still Shaking my shoulder."what it is malhaebwa." (tell me) i said while still laying on my bed and also still close my eyes trying to  sleep again, but I have beloved friend who was beside me. " oh my God
y/n it's almost past ten o'clock then you still sleeping?, come on you have to see this. " she said that she prefer of her tablet that she bring it. "aaahh~~~shireo." unassisted in a winning tone. " ah so you really don't want to go with me in Korea to watch the concert of our seven prince, don't you?" said that I  immediately get up when unheated it from her that we almost bang our head each other. "whaaoow~~ slowly you sleepy head, gosh Y/n you almost bang to my forehead." she said while holding her forehead that it looks like we truly bang each other but it was almost due of how we close each other. "mianhae, but what did you say?" I ask her when I completely wake up and sitting down on the top of my bed. "Hmmmmnnn, here see it for your self. " she said then she handed to me that tablet. And I held it with my both hand and I put my eyes on that article. "OMG! I'm on my leave from my work and I think I'm lucky because I can watch it in online. " I said in a beaming face.that I feel excited,but then ann-may titled her head to  me and ask.  " are you really want to watch it only on the online?" she said and i make my face sad and my head hang low. " well, I don't have enough money to buy a ticket for their Concert,not like you, you can easily go there because you are a daughter of a millionaire."
"tsk,tsk,,and do you think that I'm going to that concert without my beloved friend?,of course wherever I go,you go with me. " she said and i slowly turn my eye on her direction with a happy face.  " oh!  Really?,oh God your such an angel. " I said that my tears are about to flow out from my eyes. 
Then my buttercup grind and cup the both side of my cheeks. " iiiaaaggghhooo...yah uljima." (hey don't cry) she said while wiping my tears. "ani...na gueniayng, heangbokea." (no.. I'm just happy)
I said to here that she just smile and hug me. "I'm glad that I make you happy,so please stop from your drama queen and come downstairs cause I already prepared your half breakfast half lunch, hehehehe." she said then she slap my butt,but not so hard.
"oh! Really?,thank you, but how about you?  I ask in a worried tone that she just shake her head, "no thanks I'm already eat my food while your ass is still snoring." she said then laugh. "ah okay, I'm going to freshen up then I'm going down." I said that she made her way out to  my room while scrolling her tablet. "hmmmnnn.. Don't take too long." she said and I just hummned her.
" While I'm inside of my bathroom my mind go to that person again, I mean our CEO. "what is his name again? I mumble to myself while washing out the soap from my body that when I get off from my bathroom it suddenly pop up his name on my mind.  "oh!!! Ja-jhon a-alden villarama?" I gasp at the name. oh!!! My God sound like familiar to me." I siad makes my legs get weak. "no way, I hope it was not him." I said to myself.

"so guys do you have an idea who it was?, well let's find out to the next chapter 😉.
And thank you for the time just to read this love story that I make 😊💜.