"WITH YOU" (kthxreader)

            🌼CHAPTER:9🌼

(STILL FLASH BACK)

(Y/N POV)

"After a few weeks we become close each other, I mean this John Alden villarama, the thing that I don't expect is we fall in love with each other.
"are you  busy babe? " he ask as I just sit on the top our sofa.
"nope, why?" I ask back to him, then he immediately  reply with emoji smile. "nothing I just miss you, and I'm planing to meet you soon. " he said that it makes me excited so I ask him if when it is.
" so when it is babe?, so I can prepare." I said while a smile plastered in my face cause I  felt so happy that after a five weeks that we've been talking each other through the phone, finally we are going to meet each other.
"well,  I want it on our monthsary." he said my heart beat fast and feel like I can't wait till we meet.
"oh really babe? " I ask him and he gave me a heart emoji and kiss emoji then he said.. " yes my lovely lady, I can't wait till that day has to come, cause I really want to hug you,and date with you." he said that i can feel  my cheeks blush.
"me too babe." I said and after our conversation through phone Beth text me.
"beth: hmmmnnn, someone is very happy today." she said on her text messages to me so I bit my lip that i pull off not to smile on my own because maybe someone saw that I'm smiling on my like an idiot person or crazy woman.
"hey, how did you know?" I said and I quickly remember that John Alden villarama and her are close friends so I immediately send her another text message. "oh!  I forgot that you and him are also close friends🤦‍♀." I said to my message for her.  "yes your right, he told me that two of are going to meet at your monthsary." she said that i got shock. ( in y/n mind: oh!! Gosh that man, why did he tell about it to beth?).
(the day we meet)

"it's because I don't  know about make the reason is im not a kind of girl that fans of make up, I just only put some baby powder and lip gloss that's all, so Beth voluntarily to put some light make up on my face. "oh!  Y/n look more beautiful and not only that you become gorgeous." she said with a smile on her face. "thanks Beth." I simply said. So after that i bid goodbye to her.  "good luck y/n she and I just nodded then ride a taxi.
(before the time we meet)
"what's the hell wrong with you  Catherine?,don't make mess with me and I'm not the father of that child. " Alden said in a sternly tone but low voice only cause he don't want to get some attention from the other costumer there in  coffee shop where him and y/n are going to meet. "so you don't believe?,then what is this?" Catherine said that she put some pictures on the top of table. And shown him and Catherine are sleep together or they make love on that day. "Alden's brow get curved in confusion and try to remember of what's going on or what happened on that night,but nothing comes out from his mind.
"this is not true cathy,rhis is not true." Alden said in a raise voice that the other costumer is now look at their place. "look cathy I know that you really like me." Alden said in a calm way as he try to calm himself. " but Alden not only that,i love you too." Cathy said  that the expression of her face is like begging to Alden that he will accept the child inside her womb.
"sorry Cathy,but I already have one, I mean she's the one who are inside my heart." Alden said that Cathy make stood up after hearing those words so her baby bump are obvious to everyone who else would see it. "no!!!!  You can't do this to me Alden we need you,me and our baby." Cathy said, and that time y/n was already there that they didn't notice it because both of them are busy arguing each other.
(y/n pov)

"when I reach the place where we meet I feel so happy and excited that even my lunch I didn't eat because me and beth are busy to fix my dress and make up.
I walk and headed to coffee shop that I think that Alden is already there waiting for me and I get slightly blush when I imagine that he also bring some flowers for me, so I smile a little bit while I get inside of the coffee shop while the smile plastered on my face but it fade when I saw him that he talk with another girl and she is pregnant,most worse is I also heard their conversation that I just  three tables away from them that they didn't notice my presence, because they are busy arguing, and with that I suddenly feel the pang in my heart that it feels like it part into million parts and I can feel my eyes are about to full of tears that i almost didn't recognize them cause my eyes are get blurred by my tears.
" y/n!!??,Ahm i-its not that what you think,i-i can explain this to you please believe me. " he said that i shake my head let him know that I don't believe him, "y/n please. " Alden said while his eyes is also about to cry that he hold my hand and I just jerk it away and I quickly run away from there while crying.
And I fasten my pace to walk cause I don't want to see him again and with that I didn't know he followed me outside the cafe. "hey y/n wait  please let's talk. " Alden said that he hold my hand again to make me face him while my eyes are full of tears. "talk??  No, there nothing that we can talk about, I heard it already, everything so you are free now and do your responsibility for the sake of your child,and forget about everything about us,forget everything about me, and teach your heart to love the mother of your children." I said while my tears are continue to flow out from my eyes. "no, what if I can't, because you are the one I really love y/n,so please give me a chance to explain everything to you." he said that i just shake my head in no. "don't do that,please think about your child, let's end about us here, bye. " I said and call the taxi.
(end of flash back)

"I back to reality when I heard the noise of her car,but I get surprised when I noticed that there's some tears that came from my eyes. "oh God why I still wasting my tears for that guy that he don't deserve it,but I still she'd a tear to him.
"hey y/n why are you crying?" ann-may suddenly ask when she get inside my room and saw me that I'm shedding a tears.  " nothing its just my sad past about that guy I suddenly remembered, I don't know why." I said in my crack  voice. " sshhh..stop crying and don't waste your tears for that idiot, I may don't know him but he don't deserve your love." my best friend ann-may said when she get near me and hug me in her arms.
"I think you are right, I think also that you already saw him." I said that she broke a hug with me and look into my eye in a shock . " oh really?,then where and when it is? " she ask me. "Ahm, actually it was our CEO." I said that she made an "oh" face. "Ahm anyway forget about it and I have a good news to you. " she said that makes me confused so I ask.  " and what it is?" "our brand of clothing is one of their clothes are going to wear in there concert." she said that it makes me smile at the good news she said to me. "you mean sponsored?" I ask and he nodded, " yes, so we have a chance to meet them and talk to them, cause I ask my father that I'm the one who will talk to them. " she said that it really makes me happy but at the same time there's part of me that afraid or nervous, I don't know what is this kind of feelings, that i don't like to think that this is--ah I really don't know, but still I'm nervous to get face to face with my bias. "I back to my senses when ann-may call my name.  "YAH y/n I told you stop think about him." she said, and I smile at her before I speak. " okay I will not think about him anymore." I said while still smiling. "so are you ready?" she ask me that I got silent and my face turn into sad one.

(author pov)
" guys stay tone because the next chapter will make you cry, well I guess  so 😁😊. Can y/n do it? "
Well let see on the next chapter."