"WITH YOU" (kthxreader)

  🐻CHAPTER:11🐻

(y/n pov)

"I wake up because of someone's knocking on my door that i already know who it is,i get up from my bed and open the door. "yah,are you still sleeping?" my bestfriend ask me while im going back to my bed followed by her. "why?,is it today that we are going there?" i ask her that it looks like i forgot because i feel still sleepy. "iiaaggooo..neo jinjja pabo." (you are really fool) she said that i stop and think it again,and when i realize i widen my eyes  and gasp that i put my two hands in my mouth. "oh! my god 🤦‍♀im sorry buttercup." i said and i go to the bathroom immediately.
after i take a bath and diong my routine ann-may was the one who choose my dress. "wow you look very pretty." she complemnt my looks,that is only a simple dress yet so elegant,it was a off shoulder dress that its not loong dress but its only above the knee with lace on the top of it and its color lavender that it looks more baeutifull on me,well i guess.
"come im going to fix your hair in a bun." my bestfriend said and also she is the one who put some make up that i told her dont put too much. "well actually you dont need a make up in your fce because you are already a beautiful young lady." she said while we both looking at the mirror infront of us.
" but i think we need to put some lip gloss so it looks more kissable your lips,so taehyung will stock his eyes on you." she jokingly on me.
"yah stop it." i said that i cup my cheeks that i feel it looks like a tomato. "okey." she said and continue to fix my simple make up that she just only put some maskara and a lip gloss,but she stop when she notice that there's a sadness in my eyes and it looks like im going to cry. "hey,what's wrong?" she ask me and i low my head that i dont want to show her that im crying. "for almost a year that i've been fans of them,and now finally im going to meet them in a person that instead of feeling happy i become emotional,mostly when i imagine that me and my bias kim taehyung will meet each other." i said to her whith crack vioce. she hug me and caressing my back. "yah uljima,(hey,dont cry)i know that you didn't mean it,bt we're just only a human that has a heart to feel the love or to fall inlove with the person we like,but sometimes we need to keep it silent not to show him that you like or love him,mostly if you feel that you and him are not meant each other." she said and i riase my head towards her. "my gosh buttercupe you do a long explaination,why you just only tell me that this is what we call "one sided love". i said to her she laugh. "sorry im just trying my best to distracte you from crying because im going to fix your freaking maskara again." she said while wipig off the maska that gets fade.
"oh,im sorry too,but actually i dont know if i can do this that i feel much better if i stay here." i said and she slightly slap my shoulder. "hey are stupid?,dont say that,and yuo know what there's a lot of thier fans that dreaming of this kind of opportunity to meet them in person,and you, look at you,so lucky that your abuot to meet them,an dont worry m here for you." she said and i nodded to her.she is a truely friend of mine even though that i hesitant to be friend with her and the reason is we are not the same level,you wanna know why?,its because she is a daughter of  millioner while me im just a daughter of a farmer.
"but for her she dont look into it,all she need is someone to be there for her.
(in the car)

"are you okey?" she ask  me when she notice that my hand is cold and sweating that cause of being nervous. "ahm..i dont know but i feel nervous." i said to her that my eyes is looking outside the car. "well,your not alone,me too but im trying my best to put it away." she said and i ask her. "oh really but how?". "nothing i just think about the things that im going to do later as a ceo does if we arrived there." she said whil smiling at me that i smile her back.
"after a few minutes we arrived at the olypic stadium where the group of our idol are going to have a concert next week, as for now ann-may said that they only have a practice and sound check,but still i feel nervous because weather i like it or not we still meet them.
"wow its so big." i said while my eyes roaming. "yah, y/n come we need talk first." she said that got confuse, so  i ask her why. "i have something to tell you before we meet them or before we incounter with them." she said and i followed her in a private room that she ask in one of staff there. "okey here is our plan." she start and i nod. "im going to introduce to them that you are my younger sister,you dnt need to talk too much,just let me explain to them if they ask aout our parents." she said and i agree the reason is she just only protecting me as her very close friend."and about our bias im going to ask them to have an Authograp but its off cam so we can have a private conversation." she said that when she mention his  name the nervousness in my heart get back again that i bite my lower lip and in that she quickly notice it so she hug me. "i know its difficult for you but you have too,dont worry im here beside you, just promise me that you wont cry infront of him,control yourself." she said i really dont know if can do it not to cry infront of him,because since when he appeared on my dream that when also start this feeling for him even though i already know that this is impossible to happened,and also i already know my limit as a fans but i hate myself being cross the line and i dont why i become like this that this is not good. "yah,y/n are you listening at me?" ann-may said when she notice that im on my own thought again. "huh?,ahm ye-yes,b-but i dont know if i can." i said to her that she sigh. "okey, i understand that,dont worry im always here for you." she said and she gave me one more look just to make sure that my maskara didn't smug,and after that we go out from there,and we heading to the dressing room where the bts group is. "oh miss ann-may there you are,come follow me,this way please." one of the staff there guide us to the dressing room,that i think this person is already know her,well of course ann-may is daughter of a millioner in our country thats the reason why they know about her.
"and while we headed to that freaking dressing room my heart didn't stop to beat fast that i feel like it will fell out anytime. "yah,stop,and could you please calm down." i  scold myself from being super nervouse.and while ann-may talking with this staff she manage to look at me for a while just to make sure that im still following them,well ofcourse im stil because i dont want to lost in here.
(outside the dressing room)
"after a few minutes we arrive at the dressing where the groupofbts is there with thier  make up artist and some other staff and also thier manegger seo jin. "yes in know him cause being an army we know about it or every little thing about them.and this person was getting of there attention me and my bestfreind are still outside waiting to tell us to get inside. "everyone our sponsored of our dress is here she wants to meet you." the staff manegger said then they look at us so ann-may was the one who get in.and about me?,i dont know if i heard it if they already call me to get inside,because all i heard is the loud sound of my heart.
"if i only knew that this is what i feel like, i want to run away from there,reason is i dont have the Courage to meet him in person,but its too late im already here infront of thier dressing room,oh god please help me,or i hope this floor suddenly open and eat me,gosh i dont know if i can do this."i thought that i back into my sense when ann-may hold my hand to guide me inside that dressing room. "yah, come on." she saod in a low voice. and when im finally inside the staff manegger ask to ann-may if who i am so before ann-may speak she take a look at me first in a few second only then she put back her attention to that manegger staff and answer his qustion. "ah this is my younger sister,sorry but she is a kinda shy type person." ann-may said to them ad she look at my derection again. "introduce your name only to them." she said in a low voice.so me,i get it of whatt she trying to say,i immediately approach to them and introduce myself to them in a polite way. "aneoyhaesayeo ne Ireomun
y/n-ibnida." i said and take a bow each of them to gave some respect, but when im about to take a bow who is infront of me now i get freez and my eyes got stock from staring at him,and that is no other than my bias "KIM TAEHYUNG AKA V."

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