"WITH YOU" (kthxreader)

           🌹CHAPTER:15🌹

(Y/N POV)

"Its been a week since that iccedent. and i wish it wouldn't happened again..
(flash back)

"when i wake up but my eyes is still close,i feel that someone carrying me,so i open y eyes half just to see who it is,but to my suprise, it was kim taehyung, my bias. "oh god i can't take this anymore,i feel like my heart is  about to explode in anytime,gosh why is this happening to me?,and why he carrying me,where we are going?" i though that i stay still in his arms so didn't notice that im already awake so i close my eyes again even though i dont know where e are going and why he carrrying me. "did something happened to me?,gosh i don't know,i only remember that i came out from rest room and that's all but that time i don't feeling well." i thought. after that i heard he open a door and we go inside that i think it was one of his own room at this building. "oh gosh please dont do this to me im still a virgin." i thought,but then after a few second i feel the soft mattress.
"oh gosh he lay me down on his bed." i tought again that i become a dramatic queen. " but i was wrong of what im thinking about him,becasue he just only lay me down there and tuck with a duvet and i can feel he is staring at me like he observing my face. "oh my god y/n your such a dirty minded,that all you bad think abaout him is wrong." i though again while pretending that im still not awake. after that i heard someone i knocking from the door and i hear all of thier familliar voice that one of them is my bestfriend ann-may and they even bought the doctor here. "oh buttercup im going to scold you from doing this to me." i thought again while im still in this bed of my bias, that i don't even know now of what i feel, cause its part into two feelings,half is happy because its a bed of my bias and the smell of it is just like a expensive perfume to me that this is a lot of us as his fans dreaming of to be in this situation. but half of my feelin is sad,hurt because thiis is not right, im just his fans, but then there's a feeling inside of me is interrupt always whenever i saw his face like i really want to cu his cheeks with my bare thumb and put aside his hair infront of his face so i can see those baeutiful eyes that when you stare at it,your heart will melt slowly and it might be your knee will get weaker if you continue to stare to those eyes of him,and i think all of his fans or even its not his fans this are dreming of.
(END OF FLASH BACK)

"i shake my head in disbelief,because i dont even expecting it to be happened.
"oh gosh i hope it would not happened again,andim going to hate myself if will--" i said that i cut my other words when ann-may ask. "you hope what not happened again?" she ask me with the teasing tone that i gave her a sharp glare. "yah, buttercup thats not good i told you,but seriously buttercup which one do you don't want to happened again?" ann-may ask me with teasing tone again and i throw some pillow to her face. "aaayyeee... come on buttercup tell me which?" she ask again and thats how i use my loud shout to her. "YAHH!!! HAJIMALAGEO,GUEMANHAERA,
NEO JINJJA CHEONUNDA!"(hey don't do it,stop it now,you really dead) i shout at her that she get flich and put her two hands infront of her to surrender. "araseo,araseo,but tell what happened to you back there?" she ask me that i immediately hang my head low remembering those moment with him that it makes my heart hurt and i don't know why im like this that instead i feel happy but i become a sad and hurtful one and with that i hate it because i cross the line that i shouldn't do it,and i  also think that if all of his fans about this,they will call me a ambitious person. "hey,are you crying?" ann-may ask me when i didn't answer her. i immediately shake my head in "no", "aniyeo" i said that when i turn my head up to her she gasp because she saw my eyes glistening from the tears that i think its about to flow out from my eyes even though that i lied to her that i don't cry but the true is,its really causing me pain,and with that she quickly hug me and caressing my back in a circle motion just to comfort me the reason is, she already know what makes me like this. "yah,uljima,na du ara,neo-ye ma-eum soge gue namja." (hey, don't cry, i also know inside of your herart is that man) she said while my tears are continue streaming down from my eyes that got swollen from crying.
then she broke our hug and hold both side of my shoulder and say..
" yah jal deuleo(r sound when you read that) naneun hangsang neorur wihaesseo yeogissda (im always here for you) guereseo gukjeong hajima." (don't worry) she said to me that makes my heart fluttered cause if i lost this kind of friend ii think i can't afford to find another one just like her so nod my head just to let her know that i agree to her. "i understand that kind of feelings of yours y/n." she said in  serious tone while she sit beside me then she hold my hand and gentlly rub it. "the reason is i think, i feel the same in what you feel about taehyung." she said that i bite my lips trying not to cry again. "yo-you me-mean fall inlove also to j-hope oppa?" i ask her  in my crack voice,that she simply nodded her head slowly.

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