It hurt. Everything hurt.
I don't know what he is doing to me this time. I don't know why he is doing it. All I know is there was so much pain! He said it was necessary, that'd he was saving them. Save who? Why does saving them have to hurt so much? I don't understand. I just want the pain to stop.
I'm so hungry, I'm so tired. He won't let me eat, he won't let me sleep. Why. Just why. I go back to my so called room. It just feels like a cell. This place is a prison.
I lay down. I can't sleep. Too much pain. I can't move. I don't want to move. Does he want me to move?
I can't cry. That shows weakness, weakness means more pain, more pain means more tears. It's and endless cycle.
It's getting late. My room is pitch black. But I still can't sleep. I bet he's asleep. Not even affected by what he's done. By what he's doing. He can say he's "saving them" as much as he wants. He just wants revenge. That's all everyone down here wants. I don't.
I don't see the point. What's done is done, what happened, happened years ago. We can blame them for their kinds past mistakes. Human kind that is.
Why is it getting brighter, is that.. the sun? I didn't sleep again. The night went by so fast. Today will just be more pain.
So. Much. Pain.
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I shake me head. I can't get lost in the past again. There's no point dwelling on it. What's done is done, it can not be changed. That's what I tell myself to feel better. No matter how much I wish things were different, to matter how hard I work, I can't change what has happened, no one can.
I think people forget that sometimes. To pretend to. They want something to change so badly they dwell on what happened instead of moving on. I'm moving on. I've had 9 years to learn to move on. 9 long, quiet, lonely, painful years.
But in making progress now. I've gotten closer to completing the device. A few more years and I'll finally be free. I can explore again. I can see something other then dust. Hear something other than silence. See someone again. See people again...
Do I really want to see people again?
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UnderL.O.V.E
FanficThis is an Undertale story I plan on making. I have no idea if I'll finish it or not, it depends on how many people read and if I run out of ideas or not. Warning, this will not be a pleasant story. I mean read the title lol. The story is described...
