Analyze My Love 1. - Carelessly Criminal

🦋 십삼_ 1.13 🦋 (첫 시즌에 끝)

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* thirteen (end of first season)
: ̗̀➛ "carelessly criminal"

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  Hwang Hyunjin never in his life had a thought about dating anyone else than Lee Yongbok, and Lee Yongbok has never, ever in his life had a thought about dating someone who isn't Hwang Hyunjin. They were just so perfect for eachother, and no person was ready to actually face this fact at the time. After the accident happened, Lee Yongbok was told to be ceased to exist on planet Earth, so Hwang Hyunjin kept living in the thought of the younger moving to the Sun, and looking down on him as a ray of sunshine. Oh, but even Hwang Hyunjin was tricked by the mischiveous but smart Yang Jeongin, who must have gone completely insane by now.

  But what did Lee Yongbok think? Was he considered a criminal, as Lee Minho called him several times before? Go on, criminal. What are you waiting for, criminal? A criminal like you shouldn't speak. Send the code, criminal. He still has murdered two people, although Lee Minho was the manipulator. He didn't remember those nights clearly, but he remembers the cries, the screams, the blood.

He kept having dreams about them.

Hyunjin woke up to the other side of his bed being empty. Oh, not again, please. He called Yongbok's name a few times, until he ended up hearing it, and finally replying.

"How come you be awake?" Hyunjin asked while letting out a yawn.

"I keep seeing them." he lifted his coffee cup to his mouth.

"Who?"

"The– the people I... killed." he whispered uneasily, staring in the void, completely avoiding eye contact with the agent. Hyunjin also had this in his mind for a while. How did he feel after murdering those boys?

"Criminal. What are you trying to do?" Lee Minho's gaze was cold, but still, everyone knew how he felt. As if he adored the fact that he was in control of all the people's lives in the room.

"I'm just... I was just checking whether the rope was tight enough." he replied, quickly hiding the penknife behind his back.

"Oh really?" Minho's eyebrows rose as he spoke. He moved closer towards Felix, gently stroking his arm. "Who are you trying to fool? Haven't you learnt your lesson?" He reached for the knife, that Felix was now holding towards him. "Woah!" he smirked, and put his hands up. "Are you sure? You have already killed one."

"But, but what if this is him? I can't kill him!" he held onto the knife more tightly in his hand.

"And you think you can kill me, criminal?"

"I'm not a criminal!" he shouted.

"Am I really a criminal?" he questioned after thinking back to that terrifying night.

"No, you're an agent's boyfriend." the long haired man said confidently, wiping the younger's tears with his thumb. He wishes Felix would remember all of the times he did the same thing towards the other one, always tracing the mole on his face. Now, his glare melted as he started into Yongbok's eyes. He couldn't stand seeing those eyes bloodshot.

"But I killed two people. Lee Know hyung was right. I should be in jail right now."

Hyunjin's whole body tensed at the honorific.