High School sucks (Frikey)

Hold On

Mikey

There's nothing to live for anymore.

I just told Frank that I love him. Useless. Stupid. He doesn't care.

He doesn't love you, Mikey.

He thinks that you are those kinds of kids who needs a lot of attention.

He doesn't love you, Mikey.

He doesn't love you!

Then I just lost it, letting Frank see the weak side of me.

All of a sudden I felt a pair of warm lips on mine. I opened my eyes to see Frank... Kissing me.

I pushed him away, my cheeks burning, Frank not looking at me, just twiddling his thumbs avoiding eye contact.

"Uh... Sorry..." He said softly.

"You should leave, Frank." I point out to the door behind him, still avoiding his gaze.

"Look, Mikey. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. It was-."

"Just leave!" I snap at him, cutting him off.

He stood up and headed towards the door, giving me one last glance and said, "I'm sorry, Mikey." then closed the door, leaving me alone in my room.

I sighed with guilt and lied back down, looking up at the ceiling, thinking about what happened a minute ago.

I can't believe he just kissed me.

What for exactly?

"He's only using your feelings Mikey, don't believe anything he said to you. He's only using you and afterwards, he'll humiliate you to leave you in the dust."My subconscious says to me.

I wouldn't think he'll use me. I mean, we both found out that we love each other, but it could be just a joke, so he could humiliate me.

But the kiss...The kiss made my stomach flutter with so much butterflies and made my spine shiver. That kiss was just perfect the way I imagined to be. His warm lips pressed against my pale ones, a perfect fit.

But I couldn't kiss him back. I just couldn't. It was overwhelming.

I just needed to be alone and process what happened a few hours ago, when I ran to go home.

It was all too much for me to handle, especially now that Gerard knows what I've been doing lately. Now my depression is revealed.

I couldn't take all of this anymore, I punched the wall until my knuckles started to bleed. Tears running down my cheeks, soaking them.

I'm so confused.

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Okay guys, finally. I updated. I'm so sorry for the wait again! I hope you enjoyed! I'm sorry, I didn't have enough time to make it longer
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Please wait up until the end :) I've had lot of ideas of what's gonna happen soon, so keep reading when I update ;)

A big thanks to my friend who helped me writing this when I had a block hehe <3 <3 hope you're reading this!!! :D

Catch up again, loves <3