From My Collection...

Hate.....

Hate

Written by : Blayne

The door flies open , your scared , alone , frightened at whats coming next

you know what your getting because your mother made your father angry, you know whats coming

but everytime you feel like its the first time he's touched you like that....

So horrid, so sinful , he says he will love you forever , youll be daddy's favorite

but you know the difference. he will never love you , you'll never be daddys favorite

all he wants ffor you is pain , thats all he gives you.

Nothing more than that... 

With every hit , you let go , you cry , he hits you , and even if you died right now he wouldnt care.

Your alone, scared, frightened , everyone hears your screams but no one dares to check, 

they too know whats going on, they too are alone , scared and frightened into not telling a soul

He falls over tired , your grateful its the end but you know its not, every night he will come 

home , burst into the room where youll be frightened into a corner shaking , you know he hates you.

He's told you countless times that your worthless and if you do this everyone will love you.

Why dad... No one loved me..... everyone looked at me like the one who was dirty, I was hated

an outcast, no one could know how I felt , no one.

You said Everyone would love me .... Then why do people stare, or gasp when they see me walk by .

Why dad....

I loved you.....even after all that I loved you , but now i cant stand you....