From My Collection...

The Breeze of Tomorrow

When I look at you I see a boy whose trapped inside a body your ashamed of.

A body that only you feel that wouldn't be accepted.

You feel as though no one would understand; your father nor your mother

Your eyes are masked and true feelings hidden behind ice.

As I sit here on this stage I wonder if you'd be a good partner; someone I could spend my life with....

I feel as though while your walking around the room that you feel nothing but hurt,

Your joyful and fun but dying on the inside

Your father never accepted you and your mother never calls you by your name

Your body is a burden and all you think about is the massive tumors on your chest

and the birth defect that is below your belt.... You want out but your scared, scared of being true, scared of being you.

Your friends joke with you and you laugh even though it's not real

Your mom tells you your beautiful but you don't believe

Your brother tell you he'll always be there for you no matter what you are

Your ex tells you that it was him and not you but you know differently.

As I watch you from the stage I wonder if I mean anything to youI wonder if you think of me as more than a person you just met

A person that in March you never would have known Knowing that I would and could possibly mean nothing to you has ripped me apart

My heart and soul have been torn from my chest and body

The burden you carry is much bigger than I've ever carried

I feel as though you can't describe it but you love me Is it just my mind ? or is it true ?

My mind is a wonderland and the truth is far from that place inside my head

where the sun shines bright and it never rains.

Where the love shines bright and it never leaves

Where you love me and I love you

Is this perfect world the one I will get or the one that I'll regret because as I sit here on this bench

I wonder if I had ever told you that I loved you would everything be different ? If we had more time together would you listen ? Would help me, love me, caress me? Would you hate me, digrate me, or simply punch me? Would you respect me and make me feel worthy ? Would you be the person that was sent from above to greet me hello

To let the show go with the winds and the breeze of tomorrow.