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big bawdy bin
tue, apr 19, 2:51 am

so...

i don't know
i really don't

you don't know if you like
me?
if you have to question it
you probably don't

well i has this dream

okay?
what was it abt?

us
we had went on a date to the
movies and then out to this
fancy restaurant
after that we went to
someone's house
idk if it was yours or mine
anyway
we started like making out and
feeling on each other
that's as far as it went because
i woke up
withaboner
that was like a month or so ago
so since then i just assumed i
liked you?
idkkkk
this is embarrassing
how do i unsend allat?

you can't
you don't like me you just
had a dream about me
dreams aren't real
but i do get why you were
confused

i'm sorry

it's fine i.n you can't control
your dreams
unless you were lucid
dreaming then...

no i mean i'm sorry for taking
your snacks and shaving your
head
terrorizing you for a month ya
  know?
and no i was not lucid dreaming,
i'm not juice wrld🙄✋🏻

thank you for your apology
jeongin it means a lot to
me💚
i want to apologize for the
whole jongho thing i was a
little drunk that day
but that's not really a good
excuse

it's okay
borahae☺️🫰🏻

i'm screenshotting that

NO PLS DONT DO DIS TO
MEE

i'm using it as that one word
i can't remember it rn

blackmail

no
leverage🥰

that's the same shit chang bin

ah
i'd watch my tone if i were
youu

i hate it here
also please don't tell the
others about my dream
it's embarrassing asf

no promises🤞🏻

bin please
i will literally die if they knew

i was just messing with ya
have you had any of these
dreams abt any of the other
members?

other ppl just not the members

who👁👄👁

i think i confessed enough to
you for today

l
is it jungho??

no
i told you he was just my ideal
type

an idol that doesn't even
know you exist?

no
ig i'll tell you but you cannot
tell a soul
if you do i'll shave your whole
head this time

i wonttt
spill bitch

it's beomgyu
i have one about him almost
every time i sleep
it's weird

you dream when you nap?

yea just depends on the
length of the nap

i have a few questions for
you

shoot

*questioned a message*

like shoot me your questions
old people use it all the time
i thought you'd understand

i'm not even that much
older than you
mmcht anyway
when you're with beomgyu
do you feel tingly?

yea sometimes

like when?

when he brushes up against
me or looks me in the eyes
or hugs me, says my name

do you enjoy it when he
does these things?

yea

mkay
do you get sad when he
doesn't text back or answer
when you call?

occasionally
but i know he's been busy
getting ready for their
comeback

mmhm
when he touches others
does it make you upset?

bin what are these questions?

research
just answer it

if it's for a long while then
sometimes yes

do you like when it's just
you two or like a group
situation?

just us

inch a resting...
last one
when you wack one out,
do you think abt him?

🧍🏻bye

so yes?
how often?

well i don't "wack" it often

okay well when you do
do you think abt him?

the last few times...

and you think that's
normal?

idk but i feel so shitty and
gross after

after you had that dream abt
me, what did you wack it to?

can you stop saying wack
it😭😭

after the dream who'd you
beat it to?

jesus
just go back to wack
a video

a video of beomgyu?

NO
an adult video...

okay let me get this straight
you like when beomgyu
touches you, says your
name, looks you in the eyes,
hangs out with just you, you
occasionally wack it to him,
and you don't like when he
touches others for an
extended period of time or
when he doesn't answer back
in a 'timely' manner and you
have wet dreams abt him
almost everyday
yet you had only one abt me
and assumed you liked ME?

🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻

it's not me that you like jeongin
you should go talk to beomgyu
abt this

no
i don't like him like that he's
just my bestie

i don't have wet dreams or
wack it to my bestie...

omg
seen 3:29 am

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-ciarra
5/7/22
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