This is my life at High School. My problems, my studies, my friends and etc.
An average student at a massive school, who's failing but apparently "still have time."
(Bro, I'm in Year 10. I don't have)
The point of this book is to write about my li...
It's 11:31pm so I'm late but not late at the same time but oh well.
I might just change the date of when I update because it's Sunday and I really never feel like writing. But then again I usually update more than once a week so what should I expect.
Not much happened in the past few days.
Other than my chem teacher ignoring.
I did end up going to the 'detention' and he asked for my Chem book which I didn't have because I thought we'd merely have a conversation. We didn't.
He made me sit down and wait while he talked to the others. Actually he asked for my book after I sat down not before.
He told me to sit down first.
He got pissed and left me be as he carried on talking to the others while I tried to revise my math. (The test did not go well.)
Afterwards he made me write in my logbook/homework diary, or whatever you call it, to come back same time, same room on Monday. Shit Monday.
As in tomorrow.
And I haven't finished one of the worksheets that I said I'd finished.
I'm screwed. I've got the entire day till lunch so I think I'm good.
Anyway back to what I was saying. He wasn't happy with what I wrote and made me write an entire dictation by him which I still need my parents signature for. How great, right?
So that was Thursday.
Friday wasn't much other than Yr 11's/10th graders leaving for study leave before there GCSE'S and Yr 13's/Seniors are leaving this Friday. Like completely. Their high school life finishes this Friday.
It's slightly mental and weird that next year, around this time, I'm going to be leaving for study leave and possibly leaving my school too. Because I'm going to be honest with you guys, (as if I'm not already), but I wanna leave this school. I don't like the school I'm at. Never have, never will. I only came here because I was forced to.
I went to another school before this one I loved it there. Well that's kinda inaccurate since I wasn't there long enough to judge but for the 2 days I was there, I loved it.
Yep 2 days. Those 2 days added an extra school to the list of 9 schools, being the 9th school on the list, my current one being 10th.
Apparently, an acquaintance didn't believe my brother when he said it and asked me genuinely how many schools I've been to.
I saw him on Friday as well. I was told we were going somewhere and I, very much, wasn't pleased to go there.
Why?
Because they're constantly on their phones. And that's a problem because I'm almost never on my phone.
I read sometimes sure, but not all the time. I've gotten bored of Wattpad and nothing seems interesting. Like I have pending books to read in my library but physically going onto the app and reading is too much.
Not in a lazy way. In a very bored 'I'm not in the mood', way.
I'm just generally focusing on my writing at the moment.
And my writing is absolute trash.
Most people say its great and there are some pieces that I'm proud of but there are pieces that seem really weak to me as well.
-I just randomly went to YouTube and clicked on the first video I saw which was a fan made clip of The Song of Achilles. I seriously watched that and went on to a compilations of TikTok on it instead.
I've heard people say great things and depressing things about the book. How most people were bawling their eyes out at it etc. That just plain piqued my interest and I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Because I once picked the book up and barely read the first chapter before putting it down and returning it.
Now I just want to buy it and read it again and see what the hype's about.
Anyway back to my point earlier. I think that some of my writing is as weak as hell. Look at TOR for example. I find that writing seriously weak. And I know I have a major mistake in there which I tend to do which is info-dumping. But I guess it's part of the characters nature so I gotta leave it there. But compared to other writers it's not as good.
There's a quote from a Wattpad writer that I screenshotted and agreed with and times like this my mind goes to the quote.
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I don't take my writing as awful but I think that it could be better than it could be. And other people seem to like my writing so I guess it's okay.
But like I said, there are some pieces I'm very proud of. So I really shouldn't go after those that are bad.
I'm waiting to go to Town so I could new notebooks. One for like notes for stories and stuff. Another one for characters that I make up in my head.
I literally spent half an hour, scrolling through useless journalling and scrapbook videos so I could find the advert of the no ink pocket printer I'm looking for which will allow me to print in colour without asking my parents to buy coloured ink.
I didn't even reach the main part of what I was going to write but I got distracted twice. Actually thrice because I was going to come back but then never did, until now.
Clearly, I've lost my commitment since its 1:27am so I'm going to sign out.
