so, its now 2022. its been quite a while i would say.
uhh, i guess ill give some updated information about myself lol
Im now 15, i was 12 i think when i first wrote this, I believe. alot i might be of by a year or soo lol.
I am now a freshman in highschool :D altho its almost the end of the year lol.
Im just gonna be honest, I dont use wattpad at all anymore. I guess when I said I was steping away to better my writing that was a lie to myself. I did try to better my writing but then I stoped writing all together because it became to taxing on my mental health, and then with how at the time i was handeling criticism. it was just bad.
If I am going to be honest with you, I haven't watched five nights at candys in a really long time, with how much information im going to be missing, i just dont see the point in writing this anymore.
truly I am sorry. I do have a bad habit of rewatching things at odd times so maybe ill start writing again, maybe not. who knows.
i guess i should also talk about something thats also important.
i did not even want to join wattpad in the first place, at the time when i had first joined i was because i was peer presured into doing it. an old friend of mine at the time had talked to me about it and i told them i didnt have wattpad. they then kept asking me everyday if i had gotten it yet, and everytime i had told them that i didnt want to they would threaten out friendship saying things like,
"if you dont have it then i dont think we can hangout anymore."
and otherthings like that. it made me feel bad and like i was being a bad friend, i keep on thinking, 'they had done everything for me and i cant do one thing for them.' after about a year in the middle of 8th grade, when covid really hit where i live hard, i didnt see them at all anymore. in that time, i had made some better friends. and i steped away from all forms of public writing. i felt better about myself and i started enjoying writeing again.
but i dont think im going to publish my work on wattpad anymore at all. i just feel like for me, as soon as i type in the url on my laptop the anxiety in my chest hits like a brick.
so genuinly if you were enjoying this book, or waiting for your request to be writen, im sorry but i wont be doing this anymore. truly i am so sorry.
anyways i wish you luck in your endevors on this funky book website. and i hope you find a good book to read next.
From your Truly - Callum (formerly know as Rainbells / Raik.)
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