"You are usually not this quiet when I fuck you", Timmy observed while thrusting into me as I lay flat on the bed.
"Sorry", I murmured.
"Is it my performance today that's not good or are you just not in the mood?"
"Would you want to date me Timmy?"
"Whut?"
"We have been sleeping together on and off for years but we have never dated. Would you want to?"
"Jungkook, you are a friend. A good one. I sleep with you when I am single and not dating. I hope I give you a good time as well."
"So you wouldn't want to date me?"
"I don't see you like that. You are a friend I have sex with and sometimes, grab a drink with and talk about everything but that's all I can be. If you want to talk about something...if something is troubling you...you could-"
"I am gonna need you stop, please", I said and Timmy immediately stopped, pulling out of me.
"I am sorry Timmy. I can't-"
"You don't owe me an explanation", he smiled, "If you don't want it, you don't want it."
"Thanks for understanding", I said, getting dressed to leave. Before I could step out of the room, he stopped me.
"Uh..Jungkook. Do you want to grab a drink? We usually drink together and talk after having sex. We don't need to skip the drinks as well, do we?"
"I don't think I want to-"
"Come on! It's been a while we had a chat like the old times", he smiled. He was right. It's been a while. Timmy has been one of best friends for a long time. He was practically like Jimin, except I never sleep with Jimin. We usually sleep with each other when we are both single but other than that, we drink together, talk about literally everything, share secrets, go out to gaming centres and nothing ever got awkward with him.
We sat in his balcony, sipping on some good whiskey.
"So tell me. What's new? Broke up with Sean huh?, he asked.
"Yeah"
"He seemed like a nice guy though"
"He was"
"But you don't like nice guys. Do you?", he chuckled.
"Well.."
"Anyone new you like?"
"I guess"
"Who?"
"His name is Taehyung"
"Taehyung? Kim Taehyung?", he asked, surprised.
"You know him?"
"Yeah, I do. I saw him on an youtube video. He is super talented and has quite a fan following!"
"He...he is popular?"
"Not like a kpop idol or something but yes, he is a little popular with people who like good music. But he likes to live lowkey for some reason. How do you know him?"
"My dad hired him to teach me piano."
"Oh damn! That's an expensive music instructor you got there. Your dad must be paying him a lot."
"Probably"
"I don't blame you if you like him. He is super hot. I remember developing a little crush on him when I first started watching his videos. Dreamt of meeting the man in person! What is he like?"
"He is a father", I deadpaned, defensively. I felt a pang of jealousy when Timmy went on about how big of a fan he was for Taehyung.
"He is a father?!", He gasped.
"Yes. To a four year old."
"Is he married too?", Timmy asked, pouting.
"Was. Widower."
"Sexy!", he chirped.
"Wha-"
"I mean not the fact that he is a widower but the fact that he is single. But does he like men?"
"Well, he kissed me the other day so I am guessing-"
"HE KISSED YOU?"
"Uh-huh"
"He likes you too?"
"Dunno"
"You like him?"
"Uh..I guess"
"Okay. Tell me everything", He said, pouring himself another large drink of whiskey.
I told him everything. Taehyung. Areum. How he made me feel when he touched me and how I think this won't work about because he won't want anything to do with me. I told him how I lost track of time the first time I laid eyes on him and how I gained so much respect for him when I found out how strong of a man he is.
"Wow. You..", he chuckled after listening to everything.
"What?"
"Looks like you are in love, my friend", he smiled brightly at me.
"I am not!", I scoffed.
"Out of everyone you have slept with including me, who has made you feel those butterflies you talk about other than him? And you haven't even slept with him yet."
I sighed at that. Perhaps he was right. What if I really was in love? And I was up for a major heartbreak if that was the case. But maybe it was just infatuation? Would I feel the same about him if he weren't as handsome as he was?
"What if it's just a silly crush?"
"What if you are just a coward?", he asked, sarcastically.
"Timmy, please!"
"Jungkook listen. I am not asking you to take a major step here but I am only asking you to not sabotage yourself again like you always do. Don't make assumptions. If love wants to come your way, let it. If you think you can do serious, tell him. Your past will not affect your relationship with Taehyung if you don't let it. Him being a widower doesn't matter. How many people you have slept with doesn't matter either. What matters is whether you like each other and are loyal to each other. What matters is how you make each other feel. Nothing else matters. So stop assuming stupid stuff. Stop assuming that he judged you. You don't know that."
Timmy's words echo in my head as I stepped out of his apartment only to meet a tall man waiting for me by his car.
"Jeon Jungkook?", he asked.
"Yes?"
"Hi. My name is Kim Namjoon. I am Taehyung's elder brother. I was wondering if it would be okay to have a word with you now?"
"His brother?"
"Yes. It has come to my notice Mr. Jeon that you are getting a little too close with my brother and that is not something I like. He is a respected man, a father and a musician. And given your reputation, I think it's not in his best interest or his daughter's to be involved with you. You are the son of Jeon Corporation's managing director and CEO and people know about you being a fuckboy, through and through."
"I wish you a very good night Mr. Kim", I blurted before stepping inside my car and leaving the man behind.
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Your Eyes Tell | Taekook
Romansa"Then see me with your hands and your lips and tell me how beautiful I am", Jungkook whispers to his blind boyfriend. ___ This story is warm and cozy and also hella sexy. A plot like you have never read before! Also deals with emotional conflict and...
