I woke up early to help Mario pack the truck. He was leaving today. The family was throwing him a lil party and stuff.
These last couple weeks have been a lot. With me dating Rakim it has made Mario more clingy to me.
He tries to cuddle when we are with the boys.
He wanted us going out more.
Basically doing everything he should've did to keep me in the first place.
Rakim is lovely.
He has done for me in a month what Demarion couldn't do in almost 2 years.
He walked into the room.
"Morning." He said. "Morning. You checked on the boys?" "Yeah they good." "Okay. Yo clothes already I'm the restroom." I told him.
"What would I do without you?"
"I don't even know." See what I'm saying. He went to the restroom as I grabbed me and my boys clothes.
I went to they room and Damion was already up.
"Hey bad butt." He smiled holding his hands up. "You always up huh?" Their birthdays was in a few months I can't believe so much time has passed.
My boys was 8 months crawling and tryna talk.
Dominic was a bit faster than Damien. He has already started grabbing the couches and tables trying to standup but the doctors said Damien will most likely try to mimic Dominic so he'll catch-up.
I was glad they was up one at a time so I can bath them separately because both together is yeah no.
I ran his bath water in the tub.
I added his baby seat and sat him in there.
"Hey handsome man." He laughed showing his dimples. I slowly put the water on him so he could adjust.
"That's better?" I asked him.
I just smiled staring at what me and Demarion created. Sometimes I do think back on us.
Even though Rakim is the man of my dreams so was Demarion at one point of time. He was all I knew. All I wanted. It took us cheating for me to see different.
If I never went to that retreat I truly believe we could've worked us out but I also feel like the retreat happened for a reason and if me and Mario are meant to be back together only time will tell.
I washed my baby up and washed his hair.
I heard crying and knew it was Dominic.
"Marioooo!" I yelled his name cause I couldn't leave Damien in the tub alone he gets to moving.
Mario didn't respond back. I sighed.
"Robyn!!" I yelled.
After a few seconds I heard her footsteps. "Yes ma'am? Where you at?"
"The hallway restroom. Go get Dominic out his crib bring him here." "Okay."
Robyn was 6 and very smart she's in the 1st grade now. I know she gets tired of everything that's going on but she keeps me going.
She helps a lot with the boys.
She carried him in here.
"Thank you where would I be without you." I said kissing her cheek. She laughed.
"Where Mario?" She asked me.
"He's probably still in the shower. Your clothes on my bed tell him when he's done to run your water."
