soooooo tomorrow is my last day of school. i am very much freaking out. i'm literally only going for like- a couple hours. 3 at most. i'm terrified, but mostly sad. we're gonna watch seniors memories in band and i'm not ready.
i know right now that i'm gonna sob my eyes out. my band has been one of the reasons i'm able to keep going. without them, i don't know what i'm going to do. i love them so much. and the high school experience has definitely been a 7/10. i'm gonna miss it a lot.
i don't really know what to do with myself.m
prom was good. bad at first and then it got better once i loosened up. i got two scholarships at seniors honors night. today was my final band concert. it went well and one of my good friends was sobbing because she's not a senior. i took lots of photos and got some hugs.
friday is graduation rehearsal and my band senior walk thing. saturday is my final band trip. sunday is graduation. it seems so unreal. i dont even know how to process it. i haven't cried yet and i'm nervous.
after sunday, my last thing is memorial day parade with the band. and then it's open house season and summer. i'm so scared and nervous. i don't know what to do or think. i think i should try focusing on the now rather than the future. i usually am one to go with the flow in writing. it sucks that i can't do that in real life. i'll try.
good luck, future kennedy :) i wish you the best <3 you'll be okay.
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