Pyaar Ya Zidd

Part 34

It's been 20 days that she has been shifted to his house and he also asked her father to stay with him. Her father was denying at first but at the end agreed upon Sidharth's emotional blackmailing. He uses to take care of her with all his might. Her father has started going her office which needed attention and in all this Sidharth have started supporting him and stopped taking any acting assignments. He daily use to talk to her in night and ask her to wake up from her slumber for him for her father. She is surviving on life support systems. Doctors were denying him at first but on his continuous arguments doctors agreed and arranged everything at his room. They were having dinner when her father said,

"Sidharth tum itna sab kun kar rahe ho kunki tumhe bhi pata hai usse wapis hosh anna almost impossible hai to hum uske liye nurse appoint kar sakte hai aur tum apne acting career ko continue kar sakte ho na"

"Dad aap muj apna beta bolte ho na"

"Haan aur usmain koi shaq bhi nai hai"

"To fir ye sab kun bol rahe ho ki nurse appoint karo"

"Beta tum apne sara kam side main rakh ke humare liye itna kar rahe ho uske baad Shehnaaz ka khayal rakhna"

"Dad wo meri jaan hai aur kahin kahin uski iss halat ka jimedar main he hun na main wo sab karta aur na he wo aise"

"Bache uske liye hami hamne bhi di thi aur humen ye to nai pata tha ki usse aise panic attack ayga aur wo bhi life taking"

"Dad aap muj bol rahe ho kya aap khud usse aise dekh sakte ho"

"Nai dekh sakta usse aise par tumhe bhi to nai dekh sakta na aise tadapte hue aur aise guilt main jeete hue jabki tumhari koi galti nai thi"

"Sidharth bhai sahab sahi kahe rahe hai tum jitna khudko takleef doge usse jyada Shehnaaz aur humen hogi takleef tum kun nai samaj rahe"

"Main nai bhul paa raha kya karun main nai dekh sakta usse aise muje meri Miss. Arrogant wapis chahiye jo har ek choti baat pe mere sath ladti raheti thi aap bolo usse may be wo apki baat sunnle, mere se naraz hai isliye nai sunn rahi shahyad"

"Sidharth uthegi jald he aur tujhe aise wo bhi nai dekh paygi"

He after speaking slept near her.

"Shehnaaz ab to uth ja na yaar aur kitna tadpaygi tu muj. 7 mahine ho gaye hai tuj COMA main gaye hue aur abi tak tum uthi nai. Kya itni nafrat karne lagi ho mujse ki uth bhi nai rahi ho. Kya tumhe mahsoos bhi nai ho raha ki main pal pal mar raha hun tere bina. Mat badlna khudko thora sa bhi aise he Ziddi rahe aur rahi baat meri hun thori main tera kuch jo tu mere liye uthegi. Muj to dushman samajti hai na tu isliye aise kar rahi na tu mere sath theek hai kar jitna pareshan karna tuj main bhi haar nai manuga tuj manake rahunga. Tuj pata hai mere aur tere fans hum dono ke liye kitne tadap rahe hai par maine decide kiya hai next kisi ke bhi samne jab aunga tab tum mere sath hogi tere bina main kisi se baat bhi nai karunga"

Next day someone was standing in front of mirror and speaking to themself.

"It's been 20 days I'm doing this drama but I'm hating myself for this because what I did
yesterday was not at all acceptable but what should I do. I don't want that person to be with me without any love. I can't snatch other person's love for my own sake but what if I'm wrong in all this and what if my truth will be revealed, how that person will react who claims to love and will do anything and still doing this much. No, I can't disclose this fact, and for that I will continue this drama only. Somewhere I don't deserve their love their concern at all. It's better they hate me after knowing the truth after sometime"

It's been two months then and the same person was again speaking to self but this time while admiring the sky.

"Today 81 days will be completing and me the useless and ungrateful is still doing drama and hurting my loved ones with this. But sometimes I fear what if they will get to know that I, but I only wanted this na and this will happen then why I'm feeling like this. But what about my love which I have realized that day when all this happened but see the destiny what a player destiny is. Who came to snatch back all this from again? Do I say that I too love the that person who have changed me for a good and I too want to be free from all the insecurities. And start a fresh"

Person was lost in lane of thoughts but suddenly came in sound mind and went to start the drama again.