High school lovers, with a girly twist<3

Bottled up feelings

-"This lovey stuff has been going on for at least a week now, and I always walk past them.

Jenny and Nick, the popular kids who are meant for each other.

The couple who kisses on the benches in the breaks, the couple everyone supports and adore.

The couple I don't want to happen, I am in love with Jenny.

I am so in love with Jenny, I want to be with her.

I want to date Jenny, she's the one I want.

I don't want a guy, I want her.

I am in love with girls, not guys.

I have never felt attraction to guys, but girls has always seemed so beautiful and perfect.

So perfect that I want to date them, but I have never told anyone this.

I don't want to be that girl everyone thinks bad off, that girl no one likes.

Because I am in love with girls, I'm a lesbian.."

I say into the schools bathroom mirror, teary eyed.

I grip the sink counter, trying not to let the tears run.

But it's harder then I thought, and as I think I'm fine.

I burst into tears, in a schools bathroom.

Any girl can step inside this bathroom, and witness this scene.

This snot running, tear running scene.

Something I wish I wasn't doing, I don't want anyone to see this.

Especially not Jenny, 100% not Jenny.

I don't want to explain my feelings to her, I am not ready.

What if she's dating Nick, going on cute dates with him.

While I am having the worst school year ever, while I'm miserable.

She's having fun, with her beloved and "charming" boyfriend.

I stumble down to the ground, sobbing as quiet as possible.

But I need to let out these miserable and horrible feelings, but to myself.

Not to anyone else, not even my friends who took me into their life and cared for me.

Not even them, I don't want to put pressure on their shoulders.

As I'm about to scream out my feelings, the doors open.

The doors I wished was locked, opened in a hurry.

Out in the door opening stands Liam, desperate for air as he stares at the me.

I get up like nothing ever happened, washes my face and runs out.

Not looking back, not taking a small peak behind me.

I run out the schools building, and makes my way over to the bleachers in the distance.

My heart pounds harshly up against my chest, tears starting to flow out again.

As I make it over to the bleachers, I just collapse down on them.

It hurts, it hurts more then I expected.

I put my hood over my head, covering my face so no one will see its me.

I wrap my wings around me, and my halo sinks more down towards my head.

The tears flows more and more out, due to embarrassment from the bathrooms and the jealousy and  anger because of Nick and Jenny.

I then hear foot steps in the distance, getting closer and closer to me.

I then hear someone sit down beside me, and wraps their arms around me.

They smell like sweet strawberries, which makes my halo rise.

My heart starts to pump more, because I know who it is.

It's Jenny, the one I am so deeply in love with.

She makes me rest my head on her shoulder, as she tightly holds onto me.

-I am so sorry Vivian, I had to clue you felt like this.

She says softly, I then properly notice her accent.

Her deep french accent, the accent makes me warm on the inside.

-I had to clue you were french

I say with a smirk, I can hear that my confession made her flustered.

-You can hear my accent that good?!

She says loudly, I nod.

-But don't worry, it's a cool accent!

I take my hood off and smiles at her, she then hands me some tissues.

-Oh thank you..

I clean my nose and face with the tissues, Jenny then sighs and says.

-Me and Nick aren't a thing, I promise.

-But you guys have been flirting so much recently, are you sure? If your saying that just to make me cheer up, I will be mad.

I say in a threatening voice, Jenny chuckles.

-I don't like Nick, I have my eyes on someone else.

That makes my heart race, what if that persons me?..

I then feel a warm hand lay on mine, softly gripping it too.

I then get pulled in, into a kiss.

A long and sweet kiss, from Jenny.

As the kiss ends, I'm already missing it.

-I like you Vivian, not Nick. I'm in love with you.

She smiles, then brings me in a second long kiss.