Trust no one

One step closer

I was tossing and turning all night long, not because I was having bad dreams, Blue promised he'd help me with that part but that's the problem also. Both sides of Bill were fighting inside my mind. Jack wasn't around so he was probably doing his job, but I was in the middle of it all. Both sides of him trying to pull me this way and that way. As if I was a toy to be played with.

Blue have faith in me that I'd never turn evil that my powers would be used for good that he'd always protect me no matter what. But Yellow Bill knew better, he knew differently. Live life while you still can the way it is Infinity my "good" side won't be around to protect you forever. Don't listen to him Infinity, you're better than this, you only use your powers for good, you'd never hurt anyone intentionally.

I'm closer than you think Infinity, did you think you could keep me away forever. It's only a matter of time before someone, anyone reads from any one of those journals to summon me. The real me the evil better version of me. It won't be long now. We'll meet again real soon friend. I am not your friend! You stopped being my friend when you wanted me for evil purposes.

You think you can take a piece of me and turn it good? Ha it makes me laugh. You won't always be able to protect those you love forever, and when you can't like I said once before you'll be sure it was ALL YOUR FAULT! No, I won't listen to you! You can't corrupt me my heart is too pure! Block it out Infinity, I'm right here. All that protection to her won't be enough and you know it me.

You keep trying but less than 24 hours from now I will be summoned and you all will be in danger. And someday I will rise up again. You know that I will. I'll be back you'll see. And when you do we'll defeat you! You think so do you? You haven't seen the last of me kid. And actually you'll be seeing me real soon. Give it time. Blue help! HELP! I cried, waking up in cold sweat. My mermaid form visible, my eyes like cats my fangs out, a blue aura surrounding me holding me in midair.

Aaaahhhh! I screamed. Get me down! Blue where are you?! I cried. Help, someone help! Kid, hey kid?! Wake up Farrah it's ok, I heard a voice call. Farrah sweetheart, wake up it's just a bad dream. You're ok sweetie. Tears welled in my eyes. I'm not in midair, my fangs aren't out, Blue has cast a spell on me to not have me be in mermaid form, my eyes are normal. Stan has his arms wrapped around me, as tears cloud my vision. Blue is next to me.

My brother and sister come into my room, Blue is in his Will form. I'm sorry Farrah, I wish I was stronger, I can only keep him away for so long. Blue hugs me. I'm sorry I woke you all up. I'm gonna be ok now. Mabel Dipper go back to bed please everything is ok. They hug me tight and wish me sweet dreams the rest of the night. Stan doesn't leave we wait for the kids to leave, as the door closes behind them.

We tell Stan what has happened. He holds me close to him in his arms. Jack can't be here right now he's got a job to do, but I know Blue will protect me. Bill is coming back. I whisper. No, he won't he can't. He will Blue, he is going to, someone is going to summon him. He's been defeated once I can defeat myself again. This is the first time there's been two of you, how do you know you won't go back to being part of him? Because you made me.

She's going to be ok? Blue holds me in his arms as I cry into him. I wish Jack was here. I mumble into "Will's" chest. As he wraps his arms around me. She'll be fine I'll stay with her. I get the feeling you usually do, when her boyfriend isn't. I like you guys being her friends. He pets my hair. We love her, we love being her friends. Without her I wouldn't exist. I've closed my eyes again, as I lean into him. He kisses my forehead. You're safe Farrah, you're gonna be ok. He's not gonna touch you. I'll hurt him if he does.

You can sleep peacefully now. There's nothing to be afraid of. It will be raining today, you'll like that. He lays down, and pulls the covers up over me, I lay there with him. My vampire powers won't kick in until I'm 18 except for my speed which I have and my fangs which I have. Even when those powers kick in I'll still sleep. But I won't need to. I'll sleep mostly during the day. But right now I'm emotionally drained.

It makes you exhausted. In the morning (outfit 38) it was just as Blue said it was raining, the twins were playing battle ship kind of. Dipper was playing, but IDK if Mabel understands her thing had picture of a cat on it. It had felt like forever since I last saw Jack but he said he didn't get jealous of Blue always around hanging out with me, even if to anyone else Blue would be "replacing" Jack or acting all boyfriendy but it didn't mean anything to us.