Heroes (We Could Be)

11) More Than Miles!

The title song in this chapter is sung by Brantley Gilbert.

Once again i feel like I must apologize for Beck, her bad temper and judgmental behavior in this chapter is a bit embarrassing. I have no idea what these characters are thinking when they decide to take the wheel and write themselves. Apologies once again and I will try to get her to be less abrasive.

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"Hey, Sam, Dean. I'm gonna take off. I'll see you boys in a bit, but I think I'm gonna go check on Bobby." I said one morning after my shower.

"What? Beck why?" Sam asked beating Dean to the punch.

"Do you remember the odd case you guys were talking about while you brushed ur teeth together this morning?" I asked.

"Ya, what about it?" Dean asked probably upset that I was going to cut and run (judging by the tone in his voice).

"I can't watch you two and Cas go after a kid no matter what he is, it isn't his fault what he was born." I said agitatedly.

"Wait a minute, what are you talking about Becky?" Dean asked sounding seriously confused.

"The girl who got clawed. She was made to do it to herself. Not on purpose or anything the kid has no control. If I go with you guys on this one there's gonna be trouble we can't avoid. I already know what Cas plans to try and do to this little boy. I'm sorry, but I won't give Cas even a chance to. Even if it means trapping him." I said my voice becoming thick with emotion.

"What is it that Cas wants us to do Beck?" Sam asked with a frown.

"Eliminate him." I said in a stony voice.

"You mean to tell me that Cas is gonna try to convince us to gank some kid? Why?" Dean asked looking a little horror-struck.

"Yea he will. The child is an Antichrist." I replied softly.

"A what? What's an Antichrist?" Dean asked.

"Antichrist is a child who is half-demon and half-human. According to what I understand, from sources, you are already aware of. Lucifer will use these children as weapons in the war." I replied heavily.

"How is that even possible?" Sam asked looking shocked and flabbergasted.

"If I remember correctly these children are a result of a woman becoming pregnant by a demon while being possessed," I said softly.

"You mean to tell us that there are demons out there not only stealing women's meat suits but raping them too?!" Dean demanded furiously.

"As ugly as that sounded, yes I suppose that's exactly what I'm telling you." I said feeling more than a little disturbed by Dean's description.

"Well, that is what it sounded like Beck. So...did or do we actually kill this kid?" Sam asked trying to be gentle about his question.

I knew that they wouldn't, but I just couldn't tag along for this job. My being there had changed things in the previous job, not a lot but things had changed. Me being around had also changed, for good or ill, the dynamics of how the boys worked. I couldn't take the chance of my presence being what made the guys do exactly what Cas wanted.

"In the I don't exist or never came into your lives version of this nightmare? No, you didn't. You weren't even going to attempt it you were trying to save the kid." I told Sam.

"So why are you wigging? If we ain't gonna gank the kid, why the hell do you need to bail?" Dean demanded starting to sound pissed.

I whirled around, my face severely contorted with anger, and growled at Dean, " I don't want to get into it with Cas, Winchester! Contrary to popular belief I do actually give a shit about what happens in this stupid has-nothing-to-do-with-GOD-war. But there is just some shit that I ain't gonna be around for. So kill the god-damn control freak bull shit!"