Cimorelli Fanfiction. 'Insecure'

I wish..

--- Christina's POV ---
After the European tour everyone was so tired that we decided to take a break until June, it was a hard decision, and telling it to the cimfam was the harderst part. We told it, and they accept it, we were so happy that they accept it, I love the cimfam.

It was 2 am and I was still awake, I was so busy with stuff that I didn't noticed that it was so late already. I put my laptop away and tried to get some sleep, but I heard something, like sobbing. It wasn't Katherine, she was snoring, as usual. It was Amy. I walked to Amy. 'Amy' I whispered. 'I know you're not feeling okay, what's wrong, is it the band, sis?' I asked. 'No no no, please ignore me, like you're sisters always do' it was quiet for a moment, we ignored here? Was that what bothering here? 'We talk tomorrow, please try to get some sleep' I kissed here forehead and walked to my bed, after 20 minutes I heard also snoring from Amy.

--- Dani's POV ---
I woke up at 6 am, way to early. I want to drink something so I get up. I sleep and under at the bunkbed, normally I always know I have to be careful to not hit my head, but this time I hit my head so hard, that I screamed. I heard noises in the background and then I heard nothing, everything was black.

--- Lisa's POV ---
I heard Dani screaming. 'Aaaau!' I ran to her and saw blood! 'DANI, DANI, PLEASE STAY AWAKE, EVERYTHING IS OKAY, HONEY' I saw her eyes rolling away, 'LAUREN GET CHRISTINA OR KATHERINE,' There wasn't a lot of blood and my lil sis was already waking up but I was still really worried. 'Dani?! Don't panic. You hit you're head against your bed, everything is going to be okay sis.' I saw in her eyes that she was worried and afraid.
Christina came in, 'Katherine had a bad night because of the heat in the room, I let her sleep, I have an ice pack, Dani.' Christina is the oldest sister and that's why she is trying to stay calm, because when Dani sees that Christina is calm, she knows it is going to be okay. The wound stopped bleeding and Dani toke some painkillers, and she was back in a deep sleep.
I looked at Amy, she still looked worried, but also tired, I smiled with, what Amy calls the 'it's okay' smile and went back to bed.

--- Amy's POV ---
I was still shocked about what happens this morning, but when I woke up at 9 am I already heard Dani laughing in the kitchen, it's a long time ago I laughed.
I put some clothes on and went to the bathroom, Dani is addicted to Doh Vinci and she puts the quote on the mirror "mirrors are just glass, you're more than that." Tears came in my eyes, am I? I don't see myself like that, I'm the short one with the weirdest laugh and I'm ugly. I was looking in the mirror for like 5 minutes when my sister Lauren came in, I didn't hear her, but she said something like, 'Ames, you're okay?' I don't know what happens but the only thing I said was 'I wish..' I was quiet for a moment, I was afraid I would say stupid things, so in left the bathroom. I am stupid, now is my lil sis worried, and when Lauren is worried and knows that something isn't right she is also turning into a insecure women. I walked into my room and what I do in my spare time is reading some quotes about life, a year ago I went skateboarding with my sisters if I was bored, now I read sad quoted who makes me cry. Don't cry Amy, not now, Lauren knows that something is wrong so it wouldn't take long and one of my sisters will come. I love my brothers, but I don't talk to them about my personal problems, I also love my parents, but when I have a problem my sisters are the first one who noticed and then my parents do.

I was right, 5 minutes later Christina walks in, with a happy face, what I forgot is that she is going on a date with her boyfriend Nick. Okay Amy, be happy for her, but Christina heard my crying last night and said that she would talk about it, I hoped she forgot it because of the incident with Dani this morning.

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I know, weird end of the chapter.
It's really hard to put my own story into this Amy person bc I love Amy.