--- Christina's POV ---
Of course I didn't forgot my sister crying last night, but I was afraid to talk about it, so weird, I never had this feeling but if I talk with Amy about her problems it's like I talk to a wall.. it's not that weird, because Amy has a fair of social stuff, she calls it soscial anxiety.. she never answer the home phone, she never opens the door and she never talks to strangers, first she had the same thing with her fans, she had panic attacks before meet and greets, she got help for it and now she isn't afraid of talking to her fans. I decided to stay basic 'how was your day' She obviously would say it was okay, because everyone said it. 'Hmm.. just like an another day' She answered. 'Okay Ames, I know you're not feeling Amy anymore and it's hard to see, please, talk to me, I miss you' tears came up in my eyes. Amy looked at me and I saw fear in her eye. "Christina, I know I'm kinda quiet these days and I know there is something wrong with me but I don't know why, let me think about it, just a few days. It sounds weird but I also miss myself." "Amy, you're finally talking. It's okay Ames, at the moment it is a dark hole in your head and you have to light that dark holes, but remember Amy, things will get worser before it gets better." Amy smiled and I hugged here. "Promise me you will talk to me when there is less darkness in your head?" "I will Christina, thank you" we hugged once more and she went to the kitchen like nothing happens. I heard Amy laughing in the kitchen and tears came up in my eyes because of happiness, she is my little sis so when she is sad, I am.
--- Amy's POV ---
After the good talk with Christina I already felt better. I went to the kitchen where I saw Katherine baking cookies, like usually. Katherine saw me and said I should help here, why not. 'Amy please pick the cookie dough for me and don't eat all the dough while you're bringing it here." "Too late, sorry Kath" and I start laughing, after all the sad times and thoughts I forgot how much fun it is to hang out with my sisters and brothers. The cookies were done what means decorating, Kath has so many baking decorating stuff and most of the stuff I don't even know how to use it but we decorate them all.
--- Dani's POV ---
I was in my room while Lisa came in. "You're okay Dani?" "Yes, why?" "Just asking" Lisa is too sweet. "So.. How about Amy, you know more about here, Lisa?" "Christina told me she had a talk to here and that she's doing better know, but she's not sure for how long." "Lisa, please be honest, is she sick or something?" "No no Dani, don't worry about here health. It's maybe hard to understand but there's a change that she is really insecure and maybe depressed, but don't tell anyone okay, not even mom and dad, it will make them worried before things are clear." "Why.. Amy is so beautiful and so kind.. It's unfair Lisa she don't deserve this" "I know Dani.." I hugged here and gave her a kiss on her forehead.
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Cimorelli Fanfiction. 'Insecure'
FanfictionFirst some notes. The story in this 'book' is based on my own story. I want to tell my story but it is to hard to tell everything, so I want to do it in this way, to make it a little easier. not all the things that happened did happens in my life...
