What does Carlos have to do with all of it? Is it apparently just his obsession over me?
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"Arthit" Kongpob called
Arthit hummed in response, wrapping a bandage around his ankle
"Can I ask you something?" Kongpob asked
"Of course you can" arthit replied
"About Carlos.." Kongpob mumbled
Arthit stopped his actions at once as he glanced up at kongpob curiously
"What's wrong bun?" Arthit asked
"I..I just wanted to know the cause, why did Carlos do all of this? This mess he created after I came here, he forced you to put that man away, he forced you to him away, why?" Kongpob asked back
"Because of you" arthit replied
"Only me?" Kongpob asked
Arthit nodded in response, and kongpob suddenly felt guilty, so ultimately all of this happened because of him?
"Don't start blaming yourself, because that's exactly what you are doing, it was his obsession, you can't control it, can you?" Arthit softly asked
Kongpob shook his head like a kid making arthit smile
"I have another question though" kongpob mumbled
Arthit raised an eyebrow at him, asking him to continue
"What did you do to him?" Kongpob asked
"Do you want me to tell you the truth or lie to you?" Arthit asked back
"Lie to me" kongpob mumbled
"I just convinced him to leave us and let us live happily" arthit replied
"Oh.." Was what Kongpob mumbled
Arthit stared at him, how his body posture tensed up, his fingers playing among themselves nervously, as he gulped in every now and then
"Do I scare you?" Arthit asked
"Huh? N..no, you don't" kongpob replied
"Really? It looks like I do" arthit said
Kongpob shook his head, his eyes fixed on his fingers, arthit observed him for a minute before he let out a sigh
"Your room is prepared, either you can sleep here or in your r.." Arthit was cut by Kongpob
"I will sleep in my room, good night" Kongpob replied as he hurried off to his room, without even waiting for the other to reply
Arthit sighed for the seventh time, he knew the other wasn't habituated to him yet and he also understood what the other might have felt about his occupation, but it just hurt him
Getting inside the covers, arthit stared up at the ceiling, his eyes opened wide, not a hint of sleepiness visible in them and he knew, it was just another sleepless night
Kongpob was laying on his bed, staring at the ceiling himself, scolding himself for the behaviour he presented in front of arthit a while ago
He knew it would be hard for him to adjust to such kind of an environment, he was a doctor, who knew nothing better than saving people's life
On the other hand all arthit did was killing people if they came in his way or made any sort of disturbance in his life, it just didn't feel like they were meant to be, were they?
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Kongpob was wiping off the dinning table, the other had spilled a huge glass of juice on it due to his absence of mind during the time
His mind was on various thoughts resulting in it not being in the present situation which made such small accidents happen
"Why are you wiping the table Kong?" Arthit suddenly asked
"Uh..I spilled some juice here and didn't feel like disturbing the others, so you know" kongpob replied
"You don't have to do it, if you don't want to disturb anyone, then give it here" arthit said before grabbing the towel from Kongpob
Kongpob moved away as arthit now took his place and began wiping the table
"Um..arthit" Kongpob called
"Yeah?" Arthit asked
"What if we will never be able to be happy? We always keep breaking apart, what if we just aren't meant to be?" Kongpob mumbled
"You haven't changed a bit, have you? You have asked me the same bunch of questions, earlier as well, when you first found out that I was a Mafia" arthit chuckled softly
"What did you tell me then that I stayed with you?" Kongpob asked, his eyes resembling that of a baby
"Well I sung you a soft song, though you tried to make it a sad one, I turned it into a happy ending" arthit replied
"Which song?" Kongpob asked curiously
"Let's see if you still remember the lyrics you made or not" arthit demanded before walking upstairs with Kongpob following behind eagerly
Arthit pulled out the guitar, placing his fingers on the string, he smiled at kongpob one last time, who looked rather nervous before he began
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