Can you love me?

Chapter Twenty: Dating offically?

Natashas POV:

"Baby, Nat honey, can you wake up for me please? It's time for the team dinner. You said we would go this week remember?" I felt someone tuck a piece of hair behind my ear and i immediately tensed. Then i smelt mamas smell and relaxed in her arms, sure i was big but didn't mean i didn't want cuddles. "No mama... Do we have to go? I don't want to eat my tiny crackers in front of them. They will make fun of me!" I sat up as mama started stroking my back. "Love, i think it's a good idea to go. I won't force you and you know that but i think we should hmm?" Of course she did. I nodded miserably before she thanked me and picked me up. "Mama i'm not little..." I could practically hear her smile and i rested my head on her shoulder. "Mhm not yet your not. Plus, so? I can carry and have hugs with my girl- my baby whenever i like." I laughed into her chest. "Did you almost call me your girlfriend Wanda Maximoff?" I teased her as she turned red. She put me down and pressed the button to take us to the right floor before replying. "And if i did? What will the legendary Natasha Romanoff do about that?" Hmm... what would she say? "Well.. she would say.. that.." A confused look shot across my face. "Is someone at a loss for words? Come on girlfriend, i believe that we are here." I couldn't help but laugh at her comment. "Dating? You move fast Maximoff, i like it."

We took our places next to each other at the table, with Wanda on my left and Yelena on my right, a chair had been added when Yelena had came in with a girl clinging to her hand. "That is Kate, i think she will be sticking around with Yelena. I'm betting she will become her mummy." Wanda slid me a $5 bill under the table and poked my side. "No fair! How does that work.. i would've voted that too." I whisper shouted and she just shrugged her shoulders. Tony brought my crackers through along with an assortment of food for everyone else. I felt Wanda squeeze my hand and give me a worried glance. "I'm fine love, i'm fine." I painted a smile on my face but Wanda's worried expression continued. "I know sweetheart, it's not you that i'm worried about." Everybody sat down and started to dig in. It was a nice steady flow of conversation, nothing too much. Kate was a messy eater. Was i that messy when i ate?

"So Nat, you've embraced your little side? Good effort." Steve spoke up and nodded towards me while he chewed loudly on some lettuce. "Mhm.." I nodded and picked up a cracker before breaking a tiny piece off and sucking on it. "Uh 'atasha, why chu no' eat? is num-nums promise!" Kate leaned over Yelena while offering me a handful of spit covered chicken. Yuck. No thank you. Wanda smiled beside me and replied for me. "Angel, Nat is just not very hungry today. Why don't you eat your chicken all up, there is much to go around i promise." I saw Kate look curiously at Yelena before i saw her nod causing Kate to put her chicken back on her plate. "Thank you." I whispered into Wanda's ear. "What for?" She smiled across at me and patted my knee.

"So gentlemen and our ladies, we have some visitors coming later on, so be on your best behavior." Tony winked towards me and Wanda. God why is he always so insufferable. "What who the hell is coming at night Tones?" Steve turned to Tony mid mouthful, revealing a full mouth of food. I quickly turned to Wanda's shoulder and she shielded my eyes. "It's okay. Your okay. Your not going to be sick, youre okay love." Wanda stroked my back while the conversation continued. "Oh just some friends, Carol and Maria and i think like Thor and Loki are coming down from their travels? I don't know why should i know this! That's why i have my wife." He kissed Peppers hands and she rolled her eyes before turning her attention back to Peter. "I'm done mama." Wanda pulled me onto her lap and i rested my head on her shoulder.

"A few more crackers for me please sweetheart?" I sighed and opened my mouth as she fed me a lot more than a few crackers. "I'm done mama. Properly this time." Wanda nodded and patted my bum as she adjusted me so i was facing the table. "Thank you love." Wanda bounced me slightly on her lap and i relaxed into her hold while the conversation around us continued. "Nat, are you still using the room Tony made you? I was thinking my tiny archer friend could use it too." Clint looked at me intently and i was confused at first. My ballet room. "Uhm, let me sort it out Clint. I just have some stuff..." The conversation stopped and the room went silent apart from my voice. "What? Are you all so incompetent that you have to have nobody talking but you? Continue and leave Nat the hell alone." Bucky half shouted from the end of the table. He really was sweet. Clint nodded immediately. "No yeah i understand it's fine. I'm sure Wanda can help you." I turned to Wanda to see her smiling at me and she kissed my forehead. "Of course i can love."

"Orrrr i could just build another room because i'm like a billionaire you know.." Tony leant across the table to grab some whiskey and slid into the conversation. "Yes. Tony can do that. Thank you Tony." I blurted out, i didn't want anyone apart from mama to see my ballet room. I turned to mama and leant up to her ear. "Mama we go 'stairs now?" Immediately mama started getting up. "Well, though this has been lovely, i think i have a tired little bean on my hands. So gentlemen, and lovely ladies. Goodbye from us both." I heard Tony shout after us, something about letting us know when the other arrived. "You do that!" Mama shouted after him, covering my ears. She bounced me slightly and lifted up my chin so i was looking at her. "Baby, if Tony shouts us down to see the others, would you like to go? Mama would stay with you." Did i? "Will Cawol an' tetya Lena be there?" Mama smiled and nuzzled my nose. "Yes dekta, they will be there." I nodded slowly and stuck my fingers in my mouth.

"Ah, careful draga, no fingers they are yuckies remember? Here we go.. lets find it! Here we are!" Mama tried passing me a paci she had found in her drawer but i didn't want it! "No! No wan' mama!" I threw the paci across the floor while i wriggled in her arms. "Malaya, why don't you want the paci? Use your words." Wanda rubbed my back and i couldn't help but burst into tears. I shoved my face in her chest and sobbed. "Oh baby girl, what's wrong? Tell mama." Mama bounced me up and down and patted my bum. I shook my head and nuzzled deeper into her chest. I started whining and pulling on her top, i just wanted my mama! "Dekta, tell mama what you would like please." No! I didn't want to use words! I was small! Tiny! I no want that! Suddenly i was crying again.

Mama took me and sat me down in the rocking chair while she took her top off. Finally! I think she saw my eyes light up because she laughed. "Is that what you wanted baby? Would you like mamas milk?" I traced her boob as she took her bra off and cradled me, causing me to immediately latch on. "I have a tiny little girl hmm? It's okay.. are you sleepy? You can go to sleep, mama is right here. I'm not going anywhere." Her words and the milk that slipped down my throat caused my eyes to become heavy. She was rocking me and between that and bum pats i was out within minutes.