Can you love me?

Chapter Nineteen: Milk and baby bishop

Wanda's POV:

It had been around a week since Yelena had.. arrived in our home. And honestly she adapted and became part of our family extremely quickly. Quicker than i had expected. Natasha had been big ever since she had woken up from her nap after my appointment. She needed to slip and honestly i needed her to breastfeed but i wasn't going to push. Id bought a pump immediately because i was in so much pain. Natasha wasn't eating much and still isn't. She will occasionally have some crackers and applesauce but other than that she refuses so the feeding tube stays in. I feel like it will for a long time.

"Thank you, for everything. I will come back I promise but i have unfinished business. I will stay with you until tomorrow." Yelena nodded as she started chopping some carrot sticks. Natasha's face fell and tears formed in her eyes. "They will find you. They will take you. Don't go please! Please! Mama don't let Lena gooooo!" Natasha grabbed onto Yelena for dear life and sobbed while Yelena looked at me with a lost expression. "Baby, Lena will come back. She can't stay here forever. You remember when you and Clint were in Budapest? You didn't want to leave but you knew you had to. But we still see dadya clint lots hmm?" I heard Nat sob into Yelenas chest but she nodded softly before whispering: "It's budapesht.." I laughed slightly and stroked her back. "Yes baby i'm sorry, budapesht.."

Yelena knelt down in front of Natasha and squeezed her hands. "Sestra, i will come back. And maybe with a friend for you? You would like friends.. they might even be your dvoyurodnaya sestra (that's cousin in russia lol) you'd like that hmm?" Yelena said as she cupped Natasha's face. She'd been so well with Nat. We had taken her for testing and it had came back as a caregiver- which i knew it would but oh well. Natasha slowly nodded and started fiddling with her fingers. She walked over to me and reached out her hands. "Uppies mama." I picked her up and bounced her slightly. "Well draga i haven't seen you in a little while. I'm glad to have my baby girl back!" I tickled her slightly and she giggled. I had missed that giggle.

"Mama silly! Big Tasha no wan' to be small 'cause big tasha think if Tasha small then Lena no wan' stay." Natasha looked towards Yelena and snuggled into my shoulder. "Oh dekta.. you can be small anytime, we promise. We would never do anything because you are big or small. And we love you soooooo much!!" I kissed her lots and lots while Yelena joined in. "Mama my milkie ready yet?" Natasha asked while she rested her hand on my boob. I smiled and nodded before she started pulling on my top excitedly. "Slow down baby girl, it's not going anywhere, i promise you." I saw Yelenas eyes widen and she turned away resuming cutting up some carrots then moving onto peppers.

I sat down on the island chairs and readjusted Nat so I was cradling her. I led her to my nipple and she placed one hand on my boob and had one hand toying with my hair. "Lena could you pass me one of the tea towels from in the drawer please?" I asked Yelena. I didn't want any of the boys to walk in and be greeted with that because i'm pretty sure Nat would get embarrassed, they would get embarrassed and i might too... Yelena chucked me the towel and turned back around as quickly as she had thrown it. She had great aim, naturally. I saw Natasha's eyes lighten up as she got her first taste of milk. Slowly but surely, her eyes became heavier before she was fast asleep. A little bit of milk was making its way down her chin so i wiped it and put my bra back on, leaning back and softly rocking my baby.

"And now.. all we need to do is cook it! I love using the juice from the pickles, you know they add so much flavour! You will try, yes?" Yelena turned around as she whipped a bright yellow apron on. I laughed and nodded while Yelena started dancing around the kitchen. "Hey guys? Is anyone home?" I heard Clint in the hallway and some more footsteps? "Yes! More taste testers! Clint barton we are in the kitchen. Wanda put your top on please..." Yelena pointed to me with a wooden spoon and i couldn't help but laugh. I held Nat with one arm and quickly adjusted my top before Clint came in. "Welcome back old man. Where have you even been?" I commented as i saw a couple of scratches on his face, i mean it wasn't unusual but he'd 'retired' what a load of bs...

"Ha well i kind of have brought someone.. It's okay sunny, out you come. They won't bite." I saw a little shadow appear and slowly wave at me. I gave her a warm smile and waved back. Her eyes drifted to Natasha who was asleep on my lap before she pulled on Clint's sleeve. "Cwint, is she like me?" Her eyes were beautiful. "Yes sunshine, Natasha is like you. She is also an avenger, very powerful so be careful okay?" The woman's eyes widened and she nodded quickly. "An avenger!! Imma be an avenger too! Me very careful Cwint!" I shot a confused look to clint and he shrugged. "So i may of told her that she could be an avenger.." I laughed, turns out he had a habit of doing that. "Once is an accident Barton, twice either your doing it on purpose or your memory is shocking old man." "der'mo!" (shit 👍)

Yelenas POV:

"Der'mo!" I just burnt my hand on the pan. My eyes widened and i looked around to see a lot of eyes staring at me. One imparticular caught my eye. She was small. In a purple suit with a bow across her back. "Uhhhh translation Wanda?" Clint spoke up, pulling me out of my thoughts. "It's not.. appropriate for our little ears.." Wait. Was she a little. "Ah, sunny can you introduce yourself to Yelena?" The girl peered out from behind Clints legs and walked towards me cautiously. "Hewwo, am Kate. You 'Ewena?" She was so sweet. She was perfect. I flicked the stove off so i didn't burn anything and bent down to her level. "Hey Kate, i am Yelena. Can you tell me how old you are?" Kate nodded and looked curiously at her fingers before putting one finger up. "Are you one star? Thank you for telling me." Kate looked at her feet and mumbled. "One an' half.." She smiled slightly and i laughed. "Oh one and a half! How could i not realise!" I opened my arms wide and surprisingly she fell into them and hugged me.

I froze and started staring at Wanda, looking towards her for help. She gave me a reassuring nod so i wrapped my arms around the little girl in front of me. She snuggled into my arms and mumbled. "Up pwease." I smiled and picked her up. She wasn't as light as Nat, nobody could be, but she wasn't heavy either. But maybe that was just my training. She snuggled into my arms and pointed to my cooking. "Yu cookin' Lena?" She asked as she reached for a stray piece of a carrot. "I am cooking star, i'm cooking some stir fry, have you tried that?" Kate shook her head. How has she never tried stir fry before?!? "Wa' sur fwy Lena?" Kate rested her head on my shoulders and played with my hair. "You get everything you have in the fridge and then pop it in a pan and cook it so it's all yummy for our bellies!" I tickled her stomach and she giggled lots. Her laugh was cuter than Nats but don't tell her.. "Lenaaaa stoppp! Sounds yummies!" She was so sweet. Maybe she'd be mine someday. I guess we will see...