A PlayBoy's Bet

A Little Secret

A little secret.

"So how is it going"? Kao asked once they settled in a bar. It was weekend and Mew had to go home since it was his twin nongs birthday. He asked for Gulf to come with him but he politely refused saying for next time. Mew didnt insist much because he knew Gulf takes time to be comfortable around people he doesnt know. Besides he wanted to have a word with Phi Em.

"Hmmm its good. He is easy going. Simple. Rich yet humble and caring. He believes what i tell him and gets happy over little issues. Like a little puppy". Gulf chuckled taking a swig.

"Oh hooooo. Someone falling for someone eh"? Mild mocked him. They all laughed at Gulf who was just sitting in the couch leisurely. He would take a swig and laugh on the stupidity of his friends.

"On a serious note, do you really have something for him in your heart"? This time San asked seriously. He couldnt pin point whats in his eyes..

"Whats wrong with you guys? Love and Gulf doesnt fall on the same page. I am just enjoying the company. Thats it. I mean is it bad to taste a fine wine if you get a whole barrel for yourself. And get paid for tasting it hmmmm"? Gulf said and this time they all clinked their bottles laughing out.

"Okay guys. Am leaving for home. Mew is at his home. Will come back tomorrow. So lets proceed tomorrow. Bye". He pulled out cash and left the bar.

Kao, San, Mild and Boat looked at each other but didnt speak a word.

"Keep the backup of videos in your computers guys.". Kao said and they all nodded. They couldnt be careless over the highly sensitive issue.

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"Whats up buddy"? Phi Em sat beside him in the backyard. It was after dinner and everyone was sleeping. Mew made sure everything was clean and clear before he took beer and sat in the back yard.

"Nothing much Phi. How you doing"? He turned to face his best friend.

"Mew. You know we can talk about anything right"? She knew something was bothering him.

Mew was just twirling his bottle.

"Phi. How do we know we are rushing or being slow in a relationship"? He asked. For a while Phi Em was speachless. Where did it come from.

"Mew there is no such thing as rushing in a relationship or being slow. Its like compatibility of the partners. The way they want to take it. Either slow or fast, as they choose". She said but it only confused Mew more.

"Phi...".

"Listen. We we love someone. Sometimes we get insecure. Or thrilled with the relationship. That we tend to get close to the person. Emotionally and physcially. Because we cant hold ourself all the time. We cant control our emotions all the time. Being human we tend to lose control and its normal. Only if the other person understands us too.

But yes, taking advantage is a bad thing. If someone is in their weakest state, we have to make sure to lift them up, not burden them more. Not black mail them more. Not exploit them. You.. You are getting my point right"? She said and Mew nodded.

"So now why are you scared"?

"I am not scared Phi. But....".

"But what Mew"?

"Phi you know i am a carrier. I can bear kids. Right? And thats the reason i never fell in relationships. Because people take it wrong. This time i want to give in my 100% in this relationship. I dont mind switching with Gulf. Being top or bottom.. We havent discuss about it. But what scares me is, what if i let Gulf take me, and i conceive? Even though i dont think i can because of my cycle stopped for like past 10 years. I havent been to doctor to get checked.