/20/ The Traitor's Karma

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Woe to those
whose hearts
are hateful,
filled with
pride and
anger.
Who can save
those poor souls?
Only with love,
they can heal.


/20/ The Traitor's Karma

[RAVEN]

ANGER. Hatred. Disgust.

They said you need an intense emotion to keep yourself motivated. Para sa iba, pag-ibig daw ang tanging makakapagsalba sa lahat.Pero sa mundong kinalakihan ko, hindi ko napatunayan na totoo nga 'yon.

That's why those are my fuel to keep me going. Or at least I thought was true.

Dumating na nga rin ako sa punto na hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang kinagagalit ko.

Sa tuwing magigising ako sa isang panibagong araw, kailangan kong kapain ang sarili ko, na dapat may suklam na nabubuhay dito sa puso ko para mapatunayang tama ang mga bagay na pinaglalaban ko—na tama ang mundong tinahak ko.

I hated myself first before I hated the world. I hated myself because I was living a life of luxury. And I also hated myself for allowing my adoptive mother

Walang utang na loob? Maraming beses ko nang narinig 'yan noon mula sa ibang tao. Maswerte raw ako dahil may kumupkop sa'kin na handang ibigay ang kahit anong gusto ko—pero ang totoo, kinamumuwian ko 'yon.

I am angry because if I was chosen from that orphanage just because of luck, kung gano'n ay ang batayan lang ba ng pag-ahon mula sa kahirapan ng mundo ay swerte? Na kahit anong pagsisikap ng ibang tao ay kung wala silang tinatawag na 'swerte' ay hindi sila magkakaroon ng maginhawang buhay? I also abhor the idea that there is no real justice in this world, and justice only belongs to the lucky ones who can afford it.

That anger leads me to the hell where I am right now.

A traitor.

It's indeed a coincidence that Lysander and I became friends, and when they found out about it, they assigned a special mission to me. It's either get any valuable information from his clan, Vireo, that they can use against the government, or indoctrinate him and convert him to become an insurgent like us.

Sa loob ng dalawang taon kong naging kaibigan si Lee, hindi ko inaasahan na mag-iiba ang tingin ko sa kanya. The realization that Lysander Vireo is kind and innocent from whatever his family's crime made my humanity alive. Dahil sa kanya napatunayan ko na may natitira pa palang kunsensya sa loob ko.

He knew about my secret identity as the legendary actress' daughter, pero hindi niya alam na may mas malala pa 'kong sikretong kinikimkim. I never had the courage to tell him the truth, that I am part of the underground insurgent organization in this country, I am part of those who wanted to destroy the likes of his wealthy clan.

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