A Trilogy: "Against the Odds" Book One

Your My Hero

Sitting under the tree, Mihriban came over to Sanem "Would you like Can to bring over a lounger for you to sit in while you feed the twins"............"No, he's busy cooking on the grill. If you don't mind those nice big pillows would be great."..........."OK, I'll get CeyCey to bring them over. Sanem are you really ok with this thing about the Agency and Ceyda?".........."I have no choice if that's what puts the past behind. I can't lie Mihriban, I'm really scared. What if something happens to me and these babies are left without a mother".........."Look, you can't think that. These men standing around here isn't going to let anything happen to you. They will protect you with their own lives. It's their job! You need to trust them"........"I know but its scary as hell."......."I bet it is, would you like something to drink?"........"Yes, please"......."OK, I will have Ayhan bring you some fresh lemonade. I will leave to be so you can fed the babies" CeyCey and Ayhan brought the big pillows and a drink over to Sanem. They were told to leave her be. Mihriban told everyone including Can what Sanem had said about being scared. Can said he would talk to her later about it. She placed a pillow behind her back and leaned up against the tree. Humming to the babies as she fed them. She searched her play list for a certain song. Hit play and began to sing to the twins. Everyone was died by Gamze to hush and listen "Shhhhhh, Sanem sang this song everyday to the babies when she came to the hospital. All the nurses would stop whatever they were doing and listen to her sing."

              Wind Beneath My Wings
 

               Song by Bette Midler

… Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
It must have been cold there in my shadow
To never have sunlight on your face
You were content to let me shine, that's your way
You always walked a step behind

… So I was the one with all the glory
While you were the one with all the strength
A beautiful face without a name for so long
A beautiful smile to hide the pain

… Did you ever know that you're my hero
And everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings

… It might have appeared to go unnoticed
But I've got it all here in my heart
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it
I would be nothing without you

… Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be
I could fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings

… Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings
'Cause you are the wind beneath my wings

… Oh, the wind beneath my wings
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings
Fly, fly, fly away, you let me fly so high
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings

… Fly, fly, fly high against the sky
So high I almost touch the sky
Thank you, thank you
Thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings

She hit the next song on her play list. Everyone was quite listening to her very beautiful voice. "My sister always had a great singing voice. She Loves her music" Leyla said "Yes she does" Nihat replied.

                            My Wish
 

               Song by Rascal Flatts

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' 'till you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile

But more than anything, more than anything
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too

Yeah, this, is my wish

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget
All the ones who love you, in the place you left
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake
And always give more than you take

But more than anything, yeah, more than anything
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too
Yeah, this, is my wish.
Yeah
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish (My wish for you)
This is my wish (My wish for you)
Hope you know somebody loves you (My wish for you)
May all your dreams come true (My wish for you)

Can had fixed Sanem a plate of food for her and him. He walked over to her as she was finishing up. "Can, could you take them and lay them out on the pillow please. He puts the plates down and take each one laying them on their sides. "I fixed you a dinner plate do you mind if I sit here with you and the twins?"........"I don't mind. Thank You" He sat next to her leaning against the tree.

"You did good today with the pistol and your self-defense lesson. I honestly think you can defend yourself now Sanem."........."Thanks, I wish I had learned them both earlier in my life. Maybe things wouldn't be like they are now"........."How are you feeling about these upcoming events."........."To be truthful Can, I am scared as hell. What if something happens to me? Deniz and Ates will be left without a mother. Are you willing to take full responsibility and care for them?".........."Yes, I am Sanem. I will not let anybody or anything happen to you. None of us will. You have my word. You have to trust each of us."........."I do trust all of you but, I can't help to think about the worst. I am a mother now and I want to be here for them.".........."I want you here also Sanem. You are doing great taking care of them. Please stop thinking the worst."........."Easier said then done Can!"........."May I ask you a question and this has nothing to do with what is going on now. Were you going to tell me about Deniz and Ates?"........."In time if our paths ever crossed. You said when you left that day that we couldn't talk. I wanted to tell you that I was pregnant. But there was no way I could call you because I ditched my phone. So I knew then it was just me and the babies. When I delivered them premature that's when I really needed you. I felt so a lone. I didn't know where you were or even if you had returned home. I was so busy dealing with their health issues and spending most of my time at the hospital that it slip my mind. Then I got sick. If it weren't for Gamze I truly don't know what I would have done without her.".........."You could of told Gamze. She would of called home. Dad would have gotten in touch with me."......."It is what it is Can. I'm sorry. I made a mistake. I'm here now and you are too. At least the twins will know their Father even if you and I never have a romantic relationship"........"We do make beautiful babies don't we"......."Yes we do. I need to get them bathed and ready for bed. Will you carry Ates for me?"........"Sure why don't you let me help you."......."That would be nice. Thanks for offering"...... "That's what I'm here for to help you." They both take the babies into the house and head up to Sanem's room to give them a bath. Afterwards Can told Sanem to go shower and he would stay with the twins. They did have Family time together. Sanem feel asleep in no time leaving Can there to watch over her. He did eventually go to his room to shower and stayed in his room for the remainder of the night leaving Sanem to rest after the day she had.