six

all you wanna do

TW-
pedophilia, self hatred, grooming, rape, sexual comments, panic

backstory- the queens all live together like a family. aragon and jane are like the parents, cathy is the chill aunt, anna is the older sister, anne is the middle child, and kat is the baby.
kats 15, anna is 18, anne is 17, cathy is 19 and the other two are in their early 20s

Kats pov.

i can't stand when my biological grandpa visits, he acts weird. the others never seem to notice anything. Jane decided to fight for custody of me against him and won, but he still has visiting rights. Jane and her soon- to- be wife Lina (and her goddaughter cathy) got this house together. then jane brought along anne and then anna and i. we all love living together, i just wish we talked more. we are all closed off. nobody's talks about serious things.  I mean sure we talk about personal stuff, but never any overly serious matters.

"Kat, pa is here!!"
"coming!" i replied to jane
great. he's here. why isn't he dead yet? he's old. if he wasn't alive he would stop making me uncomfortable.
no
i hate myself for thinking that way, i deserve hell for what i just thought..
i reluctantly head downstairs and greet him. Sadly Jane leaves once i arrive..
"hey katherine! oh you're beautiful"
he says in a low voice as he hugs me, it sounds innocent from a grandfather but i see that look in his eyes when he says it.
i hug him and as i leave the hug, his hand against my butt doesn't go unnoticed. although he quickly moves it as he noticed anna walk in.
"oh- hey i didn't know you were coming today"
she says, looking up from her phone.
"i'll go."
"no!"
i blurt. why would i do that? she's going to know now..
she gives me an odd look
"i haven't seen you all day, and plus i wanted to play a board game, but we need three people."
"okay, but i'm super competitive"
"not as competitive as me"
my pa challenges
we all chuckle before heading to the living room coffee table
**two rounds of uno and one monopoly game later**
"bye kats pa, see you in two weeks"
"goodbye"
anna left me to show him to the door. great.
"goodbye kat, hopefully next time we can go to my place where we can lock the doors.."
no. nonono. no. he cannot be planning what i think he is. no i can't get raped. i'm able to handle the touching and grooming but i don't know if i will be able to handle rape.
"bye pa.. see you sometime."
i awkwardly hug him back, and he places an odd, wet kiss on my forehead.
i lock the door and wipe my head, and practically run to the stairs.
lina is heading down as i'm going up
"did you have fun? anna told me you played some games" she says sweetly.
gosh if only she knew what i just learned. i don't trust myself to say much so i just nod and smile as i run past.
i finally get to my room and lock the door. no. i can't lock it. i unlock it. even locks remind me of him now. why can't it just stop. why does he want me? i'm so ugly anyways. why is it that he targets me and no one else.

ANNA POV
that was weird, kat was acting off and i didn't like how close her pa was.
"cathy? can we talk?"
"of course.. what's going on?" she replies to me, closing her book
"umm" should i confront kat first? maybe i misunderstood. no. no this is about her safety.
"when kats pa was over, he acted weird"
"i fear i know where this is going. tell me more"
"well, he kept looking at her.. in places. and he was always trying to be physically touching her, even putting his hand up on her thigh. i don't know.. what bothers me most is how uncomfortable kat looked."
i paused and looked to cathy, she was thinking.
"and when he first got here, i had walked by on accident. so i told them bye and she practically yelled no. she seemed like she didn't want to be alone with him at all."
"we need to tell the others, okay?"
"but what about kat? shouldn't we talk to her?"
"yeah but we need to let jane or aragon know too. maybe tell anne when we have backup, cause she may just murder him."
"true"

KATS POV-
it's been two days now, im counting down the days until my innocence is ripped from me. i wish he would've done this before i hit puberty, because now i can get pregnant and i really don't want that.
i want to tell someone, i just can't.
i make my way to the roof, it's 11pm so it's the perfect time to lay up there and think.
"hey kitkat, are you okay?"
i flinch as i look to see anne already up here.
"y-yeah of course, why wouldn't i be?"
"well.. the last time you came up here was when you had all of those panic attacks that one day. you only ever come up here when something really bad has happened."
she replies honestly
shit. she's caught me. what can i say?
"schools just been kinda hard, uhh math is the worst."
it came out as more of a question.
anne gives me the mom look
"what's really going on kit, you know i'll listen."
i just break. i love anne so much, i wish i could tell her what's hurting me so bad

ANNES POV.

kats so strong but even strong people need the spotters to take hold for a moment.
i just hold her in my lap, shushing and soothing her while rubbing her arm the kit way, her favorite way.
"i'm sorry anne, i can't tell you"
"kat. listen to me right now. i am your older cousin, i love you more than anything in and outside of this life. i only ever want to help you. it's not fun to see you in bad situations, but i'd much rather know about them so i can help you instead of you going down the same roads that i've been.
please don't shut us out over whatever is going on. don't you know i'll understand? you just need to reach out your hand. i love you so much, whatever is going on will be defeated. and i could never hate you or be mad at you, i will not blame you, i will help you.
what's left is for you to decide what you're gonna do.."
"anne he-"
she starts
"its pa, i don't want to see him anymore" she sobs
"why not kitkat?"
she shaker her head, i won't push it.
"it's okay, it's okay. you don't have to tell me yet. i'll talk to jane about getting visiting rights removed, okay?"
"i. i dont. i don't want jane to. i don't want jane to know"
"oh kit, it's the only way."
she sighs in defeat
"in the morning.?"
"in the morning." i repeat.
after some time, kat and i make our way inside and head to bed. tomorrow should be.. uhm..? interesting?

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will make part two soon! i hope you enjoy!
i'm sorry if you don't like the storyline, i have reasons that i've chosen it for.
anyways have an amazing night/ day and be sure to drink water and eat! even if it's not a lot, anything will make me proud.
i love you so much and you are welcome to vent or talk to me anytime you'd like, im here for you <33