Falling

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The rest of my day was a blur as I finished packing. I woke up an hour early this morning trying to figure out what to wear. I checked my weather app and saw that it will be a little over 30 degrees. I flipped through a few sweaters that were hanging up in the closet debating on the red or black sweater.
I sighed and grabbed the black sweater putting it on and took my dark skinny jeans off the hanger and walked into my bedroom. I put them on quickly and made sure my phone was charging.
Still no messages from any of the boys. I've texted them numerous times from when I woke up. I set my phone down and walked to the bathroom and brushed my hair, then putting it in a bun. I threw on a little make up then grabbed my suitcase and walk outside, popping the truck of my car. I'll rush back inside grabbing my purse, make up bag, phone and charger.
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The flight wasn't that long. After I stepped off the plane I looked around seeing a line of drivers with names on papers. I see my name nicely written and walk up to the tall man. "I'm Stassi" he gives me and small smile and offers to take my bag.
The drive to the hotel was long and dreadful. I'm not ready to see any of them. I feel so out of the loop. We pull up to a tall building and I watch as the driver gets out. He opens my door and I get out being sure to thank him and I look around. Fans are everywhere, taking pictures of me and I feel like I'm about to panic. I feel a warm hand wrap around my arm and starts pulling me towards the door, I'm so fixed on smiling at people that I don't even realize I'm inside already. I look up and see a muscular man dressed in all black. This must be one of their body guards.
"Hi" I say and he looks down and smiles at me. "Go ahead and go up to the 6th floor, room 614. It'll be on your left." He says handing me a key and walks out the door. I do just that.
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I walk into the room and it's AMAZING! It huge and it has one bed and a desk and a couch and... I giggle as my mind wonders. The first thing I do it go straight to the bed. I get on it and lay there.
I hear a knock at the door and get up quickly and open it. I see louis with a big smile on his face. "Stassi!!" He wraps his arms around me and hugs me tightly. I hug back and then pull away and invite him in the room. "Wow this is nice. You're lucky you get a room all to your self." He feels the bed then goes to the window. I feel a hand touch the small of my back and I see Liam. "Liam.!" I hug him and he chuckles and hugs back pulling away and walks around the room. "So.. How is tour going?" I ask as they both look out the window. "It's going great" they both say and then chuckle at each other. I shut the door and sit on the bed. They both come to the bed and sit on both side of me.
"Are you excited to see Harry?" Liam asks looking at me. I nod and look at him giving him a small smile. Im debating if I should tell them about the voicemails. I clear my throat. "Guys, can I show you something and can you be honest with me when I ask a question that goes along with it?" They both nod and I pull my phone out of my pocket and begin the play the voicemails, looking at both their faces. After hearing Niall and Harry and the noises they both look away. They know something.
"Stassi.. I.. They've been sharing a room.." Liam says so soft that I can barely hear it. "Well what's going on. I need to know." I look at Louis then Liam. Louis shrugs and stands up. "I should go. I'll see if Harry want to come in here." He walks out of the room and I look at Liam. "Please. Liam I want to know what's happening.." I bite my lip and watch and he turns more to face me. For what he says next I would never be prepared.