Falling

Not In the Mood.

It has been exactly two weeks since I said goodbye to Harry in the airport. I'm suppose to go to Ireland tomorrow to see their show. Liam invited me, which surprised me. I haven't really talked to Liam. Mainly Harry, Niall, and Louis.

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I wonder if Eleanor will be there I haven't talked to her since Louis' birthday party which turned out to be a total disaster, if I might add. It wasn't all that bad but I mean he "forgot me" then a week or so later said he does remember me and then kisses me. Major dick move.

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I looked around the room and then reached for my phone to see what time it was. It was exactly 10 in the morning. Well I guess you can say, time to get up. I'm too lazy. I don't want to get up, hell I don't even want to leave the house for the rest of my life. Yet I have to be ready to leave in the morning tomorrow just to get humiliated again. To be honest, I don't even think harry loves me anymore. He probably has already moved on to some other girl, this very moment. I can't take thinking like that. I decided to text Louis. "are you busy?" I texted him and not seconds later he replied with a "no". Then I replied with "can you call me. I Feel lonely" he didn't reply right away. I was beginning to think he didn't want to talk to me. When that thought popped in my head my phone began to ring.

"hello" I answered.

"Hey Love" I heard Louis' voice come from the other end of the line. He seemed happy. Very happy. "Hey Louis. I was starting to think you didn't want to talk to me" I joked. All I heard was a laugh come from the other end. "Is Harry there" I asked. "Payno and him left awhile ago, why?" "Oh, just wondering considering he is my boyfriend." All I heard was silence. I just waited until Louis said something. Nothing.

"Louis what's going on?" I ask after about another 2 minutes of silence. What is possibly going on in that boy's mind an-

I was suddenly cut off by Louis screaming at someone to knock it off. "Sorry love. I have to go.." Louis finally answered. "Oh alright. Bye." As I hung up the phone I decided to just start packing considering I have to leave at four in the morning tomorrow. I let out a long sigh and ran my fingers through my hair.

As I got my suit case out of the garage and managed to get back up to the bedroom the screen on my phone was lit up. I walked over to the device and picked it up.

2 missed calls. Really. Someone seriously needed to talk to me in the two minutes I was out of my room and away from my phone. I looked and saw they both were from Harry. Hmm. That unusual. I checked my voicemail and sure enough there were two voicemails.

I listened and I could barely hear anything. Then I started to hear two voices. Male. One was definitely harry and the other sounded like Niall. I wasn't completely sure. Then I began to hear kissing noises, like when you pull away and it makes that awkward smacking noise. Yeah, that.

What the hell is going on. I decided to call Harry.

As I dialed Harry's number I began to regret ever dating him. Such a cheat. Rude, ignorant. As I heard Harry's voice answer the phone my heart began to pound. I honestly don't know what I was really going to say.

"Hey Hazz how are you?" I asked trying not to sound worried about us. I heard him clear his throat and then swallowed hard. "Go-good" he responded. I could tell he was lying. "Is there something you need to tell me?" I bit my lip waiting for a response. "I love you" as the words came fluttering into my ear I could feel myself start to blush. "I love you too" I was so surprised at his words. Where is this coming from. Then I heard Niall in the background. "Hey Stassi I'm sorry but I really need to go. I will see you tomorrow alright?" "Yes." I agreed and nodded my head and hung up.

I'm still confused. What is going on with Niall and him? Why did it take Louis so long to answer. Everything just isn't adding up. Awkward.