Falling

Hate is such a strong word.

~Stassi's POV~
As I take in the sight in front of me my mind starts to wander. It's true. It really is. As Niall looks at me and can tell I'm uncomfortable he excuses himself and leaves. Harry looks at him and gives him a sympathetic smile. Bastard.

Liam and Harry make their way over to me and I immediately stand up. "Don't come any closer." I put my hand out in front of me the tears still strolling down my face.

"Stassi, what's wrong?" Harry asks as if nothing happened. Oh well you know you butt dialed me while getting it on with someone. *Cough* *Cough* Niall. I roll my eyes and look at Liam for help who I can tell is on the verge of beating the shit out of Harry.

Liam turns to Harry and explains everything I told him. I study Harry's face while Liam spills everything and he periodically looks at me with a frown. "Now fucking tell her Harry" Liam sighs after talking for what feels like forever. My arms are crossed as I always seem to do when I'm uncomfortable. Harry takes a step towards me and I feel like screaming.

He takes a big gulp. "It's true. I'm really sorry. Me and you are just never together and I'm always with him and things have happened." I start sobbing and push my way past Harry and leave the room. wishing I had never went to that concert with Ally, for never meeting the boys. Since when did my life get so complicated. I'm madly in love with this boy who started using me as a cover up for his sexuality and even with how mad I actually am with him I still want him to hold me even though it's all fake.

I wipes my eyes not even caring about my make up smearing or that I look like a raccoon. As I turn the corner Niall is leaning against the wall. I stop walking and turn to walk in the other direction.

"Stassi hold up" I feel his grip on my shoulder and quickly pull away as if it had hurt me. I swing around and start yelling at the top of my lungs. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE THERE FOR ME. I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND. AND ALL YOU WERE DOING WAS SNEAKING BEHIND MY DAMN BACK AND FALLING IN LOVE WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND KEEPING IT A SECRET FROM EVERYONE AND YET THE REST OF THE BOYS KNEW! THEY ALL DID AND NO ONE FUCKING TOLD ME! LOUIS WAS. HE WANTED TO TELL ME SO BAD. IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW!" I shove him and he looks at me surprised. "I HATE YOU!" I storm off as Niall's body guard is about to grab me. I can hear Niall call off his security and I make it to the elevator and as the door closes I slide down the back wall and continue to cry.