Falling

Loyalty

———Stassi's POV——-

My hands are holding  my head and i can feel it start pounding from the massive headache coming on. My heart is crushed. It's been exactly a year since Harry and I made things official. And he hasn't even said anything about it to me. But yet he can cuddle up to another person... Was i just a cover up for him? All this time, all the i love you's meeting each others families. And i get repayed with him sleeping with his bandmate.

Everyone knew. It breaks my heart knowing Louis knew and didn't say a single word to me. Nothing. As the elevator doors open I get up as fast as I can. I walk out and see Louis standing there biting his nails. He spots me and speed walks over. "Stassi!" he grabs a hold of me and starts hugging me holding me while I cry. "Come to my room we have a lot we need to talk about." He pulls away and grabs my hand interlocking our fingers. I'm fixated on the way our hands fit together and with my other hand i'm wiping my tears.

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As we reach his room we both take a seat on the neatly made bed. I take note that it doesn't look like it's ever been slept in. "Are you alright?" The words hit me like a brick wall as i look into his eyes. "No" I let out a sigh of relief. "What the fuck is going on Louis and please, don't lie" I bite my lip fighting the tears wanting to form. He grabs my hand again and takes a deep breath, and he begins.

"Since X factor Harry and I have been together. More than best friends. I love him with all my heart but things change. I met Eleanor, and he got jealous. So he started sleeping around a lot. With women. So then he started begging me to be with him. So I started cheating on Eleanor. And i fell deeply in love with this boy." He clears his throat. "And then he met you.." He starts to tear up and I grab his cheek softly and he leans into my touch. "Everything changed. He wanted to stop seeing me. But then i started craving his touch. He got papers made up for you to be his cover up.." He starts crying and i can feel the tears streaming down my face. "And you signed them.. I don't know why. I knew you really liked him. But then you kissed Niall.. So that night Harry and I made love. I felt so disgusted because he was getting off on calling me by your name. So I called it off. And i told Eleanor everything. We decided to keep thing mutual between us. So we aren't together anymore." He wipes away his tears and I do the same.

"And then I started falling for you, Stassi. Everything just changed after I lost my memory. I just wanted to be closer to you. I didn't want you to go anywhere. And then Niall told me about Him and Harry. And i wanted to tell you so that you would break up with him and be with me but Harry would never forgive me." He let out a sigh and just started at me. His eyes were brighter than ever. I recall all the times we spent together and i've never looked at him this way. I scoot closer and lay my head on his shoulder. My heart his completely shattered from all the information entering my ears and going straight to the heart. My brain won't even be able to process this. I've been a cover up this whole time. The only thing that pops in my head is Everyone knew and i'm the fool. "I'm so sorry Stassi" He grabs me, pulling my into his lap. In this moment I recall how much of a problem i've been to these boys. I came into their lives and ruined them. Niall, Louis, and Harry. They all wanted me. Liam is loosing his friends because of me. A small knock on the door steals the attention from my thought and I look at Louis.

We both get up and i go from the window looking out onto the city. I hear Louis open the door and let someone in. I turn towards the voices and I immediately want to jump out the window. Harry give me a sympathetic smile and slowly moves closer to me.

"I want the contract done with. I never want to see you again. You never once put in writing i was your cover up." I cross my arms feeling insecure. His soft smile turns to a hard line. "Stassi listen i never intended for all of this. I was truly in love with you." "was..." I scoff. "Stassi just listen. You grew distant after I went on tour." I try to keep myself from screaming. "That definitely doesn't give you the right to sleep with someone else." I push past him and grab Louis' hand and get out of the room as fast as I can.  "Get me out of here please." I look at him, begging.