Pain Without Love

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Before the warmth, before the ray-lights shining on his skin, before Pete - Vegas used to be a broken shell of a man.

-A short piece as a representation of Vegas's feelings before Pete came along-

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Sanity
What is it exactly I wonder
Does it represent a healthy mind or rather, a healthy heart?

Anger
A feeling I know best
It overshadows me
It clouds my mind
Overpowers every reason, every strand of reality

Pain
Oh I know pain
I seek pain
Pain surrounds me
I let it consume my mind
It hugs me to sleep every night
And stays when morning comes

Affection
It makes us weak, succumb to pain
I never want to feel weak again
Indifference is easier, safer
You don't expect anything and neither are they

Love
A feeling I must have forgotten
A fool's idea to grasp happiness perhaps?
To shine some light over our miserable days and nights?
Please, don't make me laugh
It just leaves us brokenhearted in the end

Loneliness
Is all I ever felt
Is all I ever known
It hovers over me
I can't escape
I don't know how

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