VegasPete One-Shots

The Way I See You

Pete's thoughts while waiting for his hubby to wake up from coma.

- Related to the Vegas&Pete special chapters from the novel-

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The way I see you,
A broken man with a lost soul.
The way I see you,
Barely managing to hold on.
The way I see you,
Hurt from the outside world.
The way I see you,
A young lad deprived of love.

Grab my hand I'll teach you how to fly,
Grab my hand I don't want you to die.
The smell of smoke reminds me of you,
The smell of metal reminds me of what we went through.

The longer we are apart the more it hurts,
The longer you stay away I'm beginning to lose my guts.
I caught you staring at me from the corner of the club,
It pained me deeply, like a wound to my heart.

I don't want to lie to myself, no more.
I don't want to lie to you either, you moron.
My sanity is long forgotten, stuck in that small room.
My body is present, mind absent,
waiting for its groom.

I miss your devilish smile, I guess that's your charm.
I even miss the chains, that used to harm.
Please come back to me, my mind is a mess.
Please come back, I haven't even had the time to confess.

How dare you leave after all you have done.
Take responsibility, don't dare to run.
There's so much to say, so much to do.
I haven't managed to tell you three important words,
I love you